Been on the porn grind for way too long. I used to compulsively masturbate to porn 2-5 times a day every single day since I was anywhere from 10-13 years old and I am now 22 going on 23. Obviously things were pretty vanilla when I first started as in I was fantasizing about real life girls around the time of middle to sophomore year of high school. I lost my virginity as a senior in high school and I remember thinking to myself after, "that was it?" I wore a condom and I couldn't really feel too much. I continued to have some erectile problems over the next 4 years. They were rare but they still happened every few months or so and I never put any thought into it. I just thought it was all normal. In the past two/three years or so, I don't ever recall getting any random boners or morning wood or too many fantasies about real life girls. I honestly don't ever even think I've had a wet dream because I've depleted myself every single day since puberty through PMO. I walk around and I still find girls attractive and the sort but I have no desire for sex or romance. Has anyone else ever felt this way? I believe PMO has just completely destroyed me sexually and I'm hoping this reboot can return me to normal.
PMO wrecks our lives. It disrupts the normal sexual responses and distorts libido. You have done just the right thing by stopping the PMO routine. Many guys on here say that it is one of the toughest things they've done in their lives. However, given time, your body brain and feelings will adapt and you WILL feel so much better. (Sorry about the play on words!)
