Here I am, late at night, alone, on the web, on the popular photo app site that shall go not named, 14 days in, not a good combo for me. Better come here and do something better then go to bed. It is funny though, eventually body parts just look like slabs of skin, fat and muscle and your like 'why... am I attracted to this again? oh right the .0000001% of my brain is trying to claw its way to the forefront.' It's not even activated and I'm not interested in activating it because then it's the fight. But these small things, this little tiny things are what starts us down the road. The next day its a little more and then more and then you're in the land of regret. I'm calling this @#[email protected]# out right now!! We're done with that!! GO TO BED!!!