My 30 to 60 to 90 days challenge

Day 10: Oh my oh my, pmo can be rough, I can say I just a struggle. I don't watch porn and I do not masturbate! But there were some triggers and it was tough to just go against it. I didn't give in, but I really had to think like, okay I'm on nofap, i don't want to fail. I am happy just trough typing this it makes me glad I am still on the race to reach my 30 days!! I hope this pmo addiction dies. We've got to be sooo careful on the internet these days, it is just way to easy to give in. Let us remind that a real girl is 100000 ways better than a pornstar who deceives you and makes you feel BAD at the end when it is over. PMO IS LIE IT DOES NOT GIVE WHAT YOU NEED IT IS MESSED UP AND A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!

 

Day 11: Failed!!! yesterday was tough and today I failed I m gonna reset my counters..... I hate pmo....Messed up :/

 

The reasons I feel now why I shouldn't be doing pmo:

1, it is not real, but fake
2, it makes you feel desperate
3, it steals a lot of time
4, it does not satisfy at the end at all
5, it fools your brain,
6, it steals your joy,
7, it steals your true identity
8, it does not make you stronger,
9, it distracts you from the real good things.
10, it makes you a slave!

We weren't born to be slaves, we were born to be free! To live in victory!

I hope with ALL my HEART, that today was the last day I did pmo.

I want to encourage everyone, so many struggle with pmo. It brings nothing but miserable. Today I fooled myself once again, and the results are that I now feel so dumb and tired. Pmo is a lie, there is a way to conquer it and I will find it, I wish all the best to everyone with pmo, and I hope you guys hold on.

 

@Andrew01 @ifthisislove @grozz
Thanks guys, you're great. This is not the end yet, I will never give up!

 

I relapsed three times yesterday,I went early to bed because I had to work, but all these thaugts came, and it would just not go away, finally like 2 am I relapsed. I took my phone and I lowered my shields and bam. After it, I felt so stupid which ofcource I knew from the beginning, but the urge was so long... so I was like, i hate it, i won't do it again, but after work I went straight to porn relapsed again, and again...........and two days back I also relapsed. It's so hard... This past week I signed up for the gym, and it feels great to workout! But I'm gonna reset my counters again, I've been clean for almost 8 hours I think. Time to get serious again!!!

 

Alright! Day 1: My first day again, and it went well! Had a great day with lots of good things. One good day without pmo already makes me feel good, now let's continu for the coming days I am very motivated again and I am gonna do all the best that I can to get over pmo and I believe I will achieve it!

Going to bed now, have a good sleep. Tomorrow morning I'll hit the gym, chest en tricep day And cleaning up my room and all. In the evening work! Wish everyone all the best, I ask for your support, I apreciate all comments, together we can work it out! Good night (y)

 

Thanks for your support! awesome you already reached 18 days, keep it up!!

 

Day 2 and 3: Great days of doing work, fitness and music repetitions, I feel better, I gain hope and in about 2 minutes day 4 will start. I am glad things are going well, no urges

 

Awesome! All the best! You can do it