My 30 to 60 to 90 days challenge

Day 4: Awesome day!! A day off from work, I just hit the gym (leg day) it was good, I ain't busy with pmo although I know I have to be carefull with some girls who dress..well you know.. Further I went to the city with some good friends to see THE TERMINATOR 5 GENESYS!! In my opinion it was awesome! And to be honest I really found the girl who played Sarah connor very beautiful, not in a fuilthy way, but she had me haha, don't have that normally! Now time to sleep! Feeling very positive!!

 

While I am now on day 6 for 13 hours right now, I didn't have the time to post about day 5: no urges, things were good, in the evening at work a lot to do, I work in a restaurant and it was very busy, and in the night we had to clear the whole restaurant, all tables had to go downstairs, so into the middle of the night we were carrying tables and chairs.. After that we went a little crazy in the gigantic space we created, people began to party and all, it was pretty funny to expierence, the reason why we cleared the restaurant is because of renovation. So had a great day and night without pmo And today untill now it's going well

 

Day 6 and 7 were good days, my holiday for 10 days began yesterday. Going camping with some friends, yesterday saw mission impossible 5, incredible! If you like action you're gonna like it

Today I went to the gym and a birthday, I am glad that I have passed the first week again

 

Day 8: Completed!!! I amvery happy that everything is going well. Tomorrow morning I'll go camping until friday with friends, I really should remember how I feel now. 8 days without pmo feels so good I really hope to hold on!

@Helios indeed another good reason to abstain!! Let' s never forget pmo brings only crap!!! Good luck!

 

Day 9: nice day, warm weather so I was outside all day. Just enjoying my little vacation, it is now morning and it is raining so now I am inside the tent. I am now on day 10 and I feel good, pmo is not in my mind, Last time I was on day 10 it was a very rough day with big time urges, but I am glad it goes well today. Pmo will get slowly out of my life, day by day! Everone a blessed day!! Let's stay strong

 

Day 10 and 11 were and are going great,I am outside a lot and that really helps to stay clear in my head! I am glad it goes well!

 

Day 12 and 13: I really love the fact that I am free for almost 13 days. It means that I surpassed the last time I tried to quit pmo which was 10 days and a copple of hours, I know I need to stay strong and alert, but the days go pretty quick and I really enjoy living without pmo! The past week it was hot, so I went swimming a lot with my friends and I do notice the girls, I am single the moment, I want this addiction to end before I start a relationship, but if I see some girls it motivates me to go on and stay clean from pmo, work out a little harder and to enjoy things as much as possible. I realize that our thaughts need to be positive to see oppurtunities, there is so much negativity which mostly frustrates and that leads to things like pmo, but if you think positive about yourself it will get easier to obstain from pmo! This addiction must be conquered!!

 

Day 14: Had a great day with many good things, had absolutely no reasons to do pmo.

But around 8:30 in the evening I was busy on youtube and I saw I video I shouldn't had clicked on, somehow I new that I had to turn it off, but I didn't and I kept watching. It was so strange because I said to myself, if I don't see a real naked girl it's okay, I kept watching and I got turned on so I did M but I tried not too far, but afcource I did and that was afcourse very dumb.

So day 14 was a great day, but even on a day with no urges or something I made a mistake on youtube.. after I pmo'd I watched a movie and after it I wacthed p again and relapsed. I am not depressed now, I know I've reached almost the 14 days so now I really want to surpass the 14 days! Sorry guy's I am gonna reset my counters and I will be more aware and focust when I surf on youtube! I have a very much hope that I will reach my goals, btw: pmo did not satisfied at all, afcource we know that but if you have this urge right now, please don't give in, it ain't worth it. Here we go again!

 

Men, you know yesterday I relapsed, but I was positive to get up again, but the weird thing is, the moment after you relapse it's like all my shields are gone. Everytime after I relapsed I turn to pmo for a copple of times before I quit again. It is so weird because I know I don't need it, that it ain't good for me, still I watch it.

I wish I could go back in time before I relapsed the last time and make the right choice. Yet I know these desisions will come back and it is up to me to make the right one in the future. I hope p will be banned some day from the internet! Internet is great when we use it for the good! porn is just of one of those that does not belong on the internet! I am gonna reset my counters on 00:00 am. I'm sorry guy's, I really want to get free just like you guy's but I also really want to encourage others to get free. At midnight my challenge starts again, but I will be more motivated than before to win this race!

 

Crap, now I really am mad at myself. Why can't I controle myself..? I feel ashamed to tell you guy's again that it went wrong. Three days in a row, last week it was so great, awesome time, and the start of this week is just terrible. Argh... My whole day is just messed up because of this. I hate porn and masturbation, I really hate it!

 

Hey guy's

I just want you to know that after my 13 day streak it the hardest thing to stay away from pmo. I relapsed almost everyday this week including today.
I watched many vids, and even when I was like: men this is actually pretty boring I watched it I am gonna reset my counters tonight at 00:00 again, for some reason it makes it easier for me to start at the beginning of the day.

Pmo is in my life, it takes way to much space and you know I am tired of it, I want it out! But afcource I never wanted it really in, but I still let it. I have experienced that whenever I stayed away from it I felt better and good and it was easier to obstain from pmo. I am so tired of pmo. At the end I realize it is just all the same, all the videos it jus the same but with different persons...

I don't want to continu with pmo, I want to quit I want to be free. At the moment while I am feeling down to earth I just really hate pmo. I hope it gets banned from the internet although that would be one of the biggest miracles of all..

We don't gain anything from pmo, it makes you weak in you're mind, and when you're weak in your mind it will lead to a depressing attitude.
If pmo was a person and I could beat the crap out of it, I would big time! But since it is not, I will break it down by not giving in ANYMORE.

Today was the last day that I did PMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats my promise to all of you!

 

I love the fact that on my birthday I will reach 70 days. This is very motivating to me! The last two days went great and now I past halfway through day 3!

 

Day 3 and 4 were fine, had no problems or urges at all. Same thing with day 5 for 16 almost 17 hours. I wish I never relapsed from the beginning, It feels very slow. But I am glad it goes well. My promise to you guy's really helps me to be strong.

 

Yes, day 5 is over and day 6 has begon! Let's make the best of it!Everybody, 5 days ago I felt like a mess and already after 5 days without pmo I feel much better!! We all want to get free from this addiction, from reading the succes stories we can see that it is possible I really want to make my own successtory All the best to everyone!