Hello to all fapstronauts. I am a 22 y/o male and I am on my 125th day today. I've already got rid of all the stupid things that I used to think about while doing 'it'. Now when I think about it sometimes it's always with a girlfriend. Anyway, today I got an enormous urge in the afternoon. I was literally lying on my belly and waiting for a relapse. Like a freaking sheep waiting for its slaughter. But in the end, when I was about to relepse I thought about the most important things that I've learned during my nofap journey. They are: "The wolf you feed is the wolf that wins" (I don't want to feed the bad wolf; instead of that I went to the kitchen and made myself 0.5kg of vegetables!) "Lust is a poor, weak, whimpering, whispering thing compared with that richness and energy of desire which will arise when lust has been killed". But the most important one was: "My life is NOT a bunch of coincidences" ( If you don't feel like doing anything in your life because, in the end, you are going to relapse STOP ! You have 100% control over your life, you can tell this stupid brain of yours that you are not going to waste your life fapping and watching pixels. I took a cold shower immediately after getting up from the bed. It was raining the entire time when I was lying down and waiting for my lot but when I came back to my room I saw the sun shining from behind the cloud. It made me feel good. Stay strong and remember. You have control over your life!