Day 27. This weekend has been a whirlwind. Between seeing friends, having barbeques, grocery shopping, among other things it just flew right by. SO has been so on track with his actions. We have accountability software in place for phone and laptop use. He answers any question I have, no matter how badly he doesn't want to. He talks to me, and about a week ago he disclosed something to me without me prompting (it was something from the past). I am happy with his progress. Me? I am still working through my emotions. I find myself very thankful that SO is working so hard towards recovery. I also still get waves of anger that come in varying intensities as I remember things he's done. I will tell him when this anger hits. Every time he says something along the lines of: I told you about it because I'm being honest and working hard. You have every right to be angry. Just know I want this for me and for us. He isn't pushing me to move past it until I'm ready, which is reassuring. So today? We had a good day. Went to the beach and relaxed. He's working a night shift tonight so I have time to be alone and reflect (in the company of the dog). Forward progress.