It's been a while since I journaled. I feel like my SO has made a lot of progress here on NoFap. He is on day 73 of recovery, and over a month with no psubs as well. It was one hell of a learning curve for everything, but I feel like the boundaries we have in place are working. Now that we both understand psubs and my boundaries he is very cognisant of his actions and the consequences. I am happy for that. I've had a sad two weeks following the death of our hedgehog. SO packed up her cage yesterday while I was at work and coming home to see how empty it made that room reduced me to tears in seconds. He and the dog were both there to sit with me while I cried of course. It was just tough. Work is stressful. Next week is the last week of camps, and I got my first park project almost completed. Very proud of my first year of work into my career (my anniversary just passed this week)! I think I will journal less now - maybe once a week. Often coming on to this forum can be triggering to past situations with my SO and reading stories raises my anxiety for no reasons. We are in a very good place currently with our communication and recovery for both of us.