Please Read and Help... I need it

Hello, I'm a 16 year old male with ED. I have been watching porn since I was 10, and have used it to "get off" consistently everyday since then. I'm a relatively social human and I love being with friends. Ever since about 6 months ago I started experiencing anxiety and in the past month I have been feeling depressed. I know this has to do with my Porn addiction.

I'm on a one week streak of NoFap, and it has only made me feel worse. On the bright side, I woke up this morning with morning wood for the first time in 1.5 years. On the dark side, I've had a feeling of a mental fog effecting my hearing and eyesight ever since day 4. I can only get erect from porn and physical stimulation. I can't say I'm flatlined because I feel like I have been flatlined for the past year. I get no erections while looking at women in real life, only in front of the screen. I've had the opportunity to get with girls but I could never get it up. I think of my self as an attractive guy, but I can't build a relationship with women because of my problem. My addiction is ruining the one part of my life that I want the most, the ability to be intimate with others. I'm on here looking for support and to know if what I have is common.

I'm concerned because I started watching porn since I was 10 and I engraved it into my mind. I feel no satisfaction or stimulation from real life. I literally have had girls reaching for my __, but I had to wiggle away because I knew I wouldn't be able to get hard. I just want this feeling of emptiness and embarrassment to be over. Has anyone experienced what I am going through? I've had no increase to libido in the past week of no PMO. I feel like I've made some form of progress, though, because I had morning wood for the first time this morning. Is there an expected recovery time for what I'm going through? I've never used porn more than 3 times a day, and for an hour in total, but what scares me is the amount of time I've been using it and the consistency I've had since I started. Last night I had insomnia like sleep patterns. On day 7 and fight to day 90. Join me on my journey to freedom. Please give feedback, whether support or your experiences, I'll need it. Thanks for reading this.

 

I forgot to mention I have general feeling of discomfort. Like a mixed feeling of nausea and hunger.

 

Do you know how long it generally takes for a guy like me to get his mojo back. I'm struggling with ED right now and I know it's because of PMO. I just want to have a normal libido of my age... I feel like I'm missing out on life, you know? I'm 16 years old by the way.