Quarantined Since 2018

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Deleted Account, Mar 22, 2021.

  1. (This is my first day here). I'm on my 6th or 7th day without porn and about an hour or 2 w/out masturbating but excluding porn, masturbating was one way of relieving depressing. Luckily I'm not as addicted as I once was yet I have a short story as to why I'm addicted.

    Feb of 2018 I was cheated on by my gf simply because living an hour away is too far away for her to have a relationship for her + she is a very insecure person. In June of that year due to that stress & depression my Epilepsy got worse next in July I got fired without notice for being Disabled. So that there helped made my Epilepsy worse. Then in Feb in 2019 I somehow get diagnosed with Kidney Stones and later in August my only friend who gets me out of my house since I can't drive due to my Disability moves to Florida (live in Maryland), I'm stuck in my house 24/7. And since July 2018 I've been Unemployed.

    With that Short Summary that increased my addiction.
     
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  2. Hi pal .Your situation seems serious and you need to change it immediately. Remember that real change starts first with our thoughts and thankfulness to the Creator . Otherwise everything is pointless. You are strong and you can do it . Have faith and trust yourself . We must win over our bad habbits .
     
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  3. I have other alternatives to relieve stress such as Music, Movies, Gaming, Anime yet since I'm disabled and can't get away from where I live I've become very Apathetic. I don't know if the picture I uploaded shows you where I live. I just lost everything in 2018 and lost what I had left in 2019. Within the past two weeks I decreased a lot it hasn't been till recently that I kept a track record.
     

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