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(This is my first day here). I'm on my 6th or 7th day without porn and about an hour or 2 w/out masturbating but excluding porn, masturbating was one way of relieving depressing. Luckily I'm not as addicted as I once was yet I have a short story as to why I'm addicted.
Feb of 2018 I was cheated on by my gf simply because living an hour away is too far away for her to have a relationship for her + she is a very insecure person. In June of that year due to that stress & depression my Epilepsy got worse next in July I got fired without notice for being Disabled. So that there helped made my Epilepsy worse. Then in Feb in 2019 I somehow get diagnosed with Kidney Stones and later in August my only friend who gets me out of my house since I can't drive due to my Disability moves to Florida (live in Maryland), I'm stuck in my house 24/7. And since July 2018 I've been Unemployed.
With that Short Summary that increased my addiction.
Feb of 2018 I was cheated on by my gf simply because living an hour away is too far away for her to have a relationship for her + she is a very insecure person. In June of that year due to that stress & depression my Epilepsy got worse next in July I got fired without notice for being Disabled. So that there helped made my Epilepsy worse. Then in Feb in 2019 I somehow get diagnosed with Kidney Stones and later in August my only friend who gets me out of my house since I can't drive due to my Disability moves to Florida (live in Maryland), I'm stuck in my house 24/7. And since July 2018 I've been Unemployed.
With that Short Summary that increased my addiction.