I don’t know why I know even here. I’m not dealing with addiction... my boyfriend is. And, it kills me inside. I feel so alone, undesired, unloved. I try so hard to make him happy on any way that I can, but I don’t feel like I’m enough to him. I’m so sad. I love him so much, but I can’t deal with it anymore. I feel like it’s my yo fault. I don’t excite him anymore, or arouse him. I do my make up, hop into some sexy lingerie and he hardly notices. He can’t even get erections for me anymore. Only for the porn and the models he looks at. I feel so broken and lost. Maybe I shouldn’t even be here.