Hi guys. I know it was here just few hours ago, but this is a very sensitive for me, so i want to give it a proper space. I guess the top of mind answer is just quit and if i feel so vulnerable and insecure about it, it may be sign of addiction. But lets dig deeper. What does the weed mean for me? I am very open-minded about psychedelics (well maybe weed is not technically psychedelic i dont know) in general, but i have huge respect and use it very carefuly. Besides cannabis i tried mushrooms and ecstasy only couple of times. I m aware of risks of addiction and posibility of developing mental disease so i am very moderate at it. For me, marijuana is rarely social drug. I enjoy it more alone somewhere outside in nature and it helps me think deeper about my life it makes me more creative (i know its i false creativity, but i can find some stuff interesting even when sober). So in general i believe it has some benefits for me. But there are two major drawbacks: 1) its still a drug and i feel i cant stop easily. Plus it have some social stigma (or i should say some of people close to me dont approve it) 2) it used to be huge trigger for PMO for me and it turn on some very specific fetishes of mine. However i didnt use since im pmo free, but i believe i can successfully fight those urges if i really try. And last thing to consider. I know it is a cliche, but i have this one really under control. I smoke no more than once a month (its rule of mine) and if there's some exception i want to use it more often like music festival i have no problem abstain for two month to enjoy two joints the next month. I even stop using for half of year with no bigger problems. But still i dont want to quit for good. Im kinda weed enthusiast and advocate (you know health benefits for some diseases on one side and freedom to do whaatever you want with your body on the other side i believe its genuinely good thing if use right) but i know there can be some drawbacks for me. So should i quit in order to keep away from all possible addictions? What you guys think?