THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 30

My first whole month. Wow, I am so proud of myself.

 

Bravo

 

Congratulations!

 

EX 5
Suffering pretty hard through PAWS rn, the thought of relapsing so it would go away crossed my mind a lot but I am too aware it's just a trick by my brain
Even working out is a chore, nothing really makes me happy and I cant focus my attention to do anything productive, not even play a game

 

The big 30

 

Congratulations Bro.

 

Day 4..

 

Day 02 checking in.

 

Day 4 - still feeling strong, this place has helped.

 

Day 54 completed.

Congrats!

 

Day 2

Not sure if this will help anyone but here is my last thoughts on my recent fall. I forgot to mention it on Day 1. Maybe it will help someone.

So lastly, I will add. Since I haven't mentioned it here, there are some email notifications regarding P related sites that I can't remove and some I may not know that is still lingering in my email. So far not too many but there can be a few out there that I am still receiving. I can't recognize all of them. But it all started from an email from one of the adult toy online stores notifying me through email saying "This item is on sale" in one of my lists saved there. Turned off notifications there but not sure if it will because some just won't work for odd reasons. Then I saw triggering images there while looking around the site after visiting the site to turn off the notification then thought of the first site. Then you know the rest.

As I said, I might have to fail/relapse more again or more. Maybe take a break if I have to in the process before finally succeeding but who knows.

I think I am getting closer and there shouldn't be any excuses for me to the deed after what I need to do because I did most of the work after joining here in this challenge. Small things to fix & tweaks to change then I should be good to go. This may be my last time to relapse because of what I did before starting here. All I'm going to say I will do what I need to do in the process of getting this streak and longer. Still in the process. Who knows. Trying not to be too hard on myself and keep going because I still want to keep going asap.

Remember first two weeks is the start before progressing to more streaks

That's all. Let's go Spartans.

 

Day 8

 

Day 43

 

Day 31

I've been getting more and more motivated reading all the post here everyday. So last night I joined the gym to help make the new me the best version of myself ever. I want to enter the new year a completely changed man. I hope everybody continues with their plans and becomes the person they envisioned for themselves. Carry on Spartans!

 

EX 6

 

Day 5

 

Day 10
I need deep reflection and meditation. I feel something I can’t express clearly yet. i am working on getting times off so I can do so.
I am convinced the strongest tools to getting out are realizations and change of life. Just fighting urges I don’t think is the ultimate solution if it’s not paired with changing life and finding to deep realizations.
I had tons of realizations that kept changing my life. For these I am deeply grateful. the compulsion is gone as a result. deep wish of not wanting to doing this further as it holds me off terrific opportunities and beautiful life is another strong tool to overcome being on the hook.

 

A strong yess to sex which I believe is very important I developed. Without a real yes something is obviously majorly wrong that needs attention and needs clearing. Combating urges with a judgement to sex I think can only lead to becoming a pervert.

 

Well Done! The first 30 days are the most difficult.

 

Good move joining the gym!
I rejoined the gym in August and actually wanted to use the gym for the first time in years. Giving up porn motivated me to want to go to the gym. Going to the gym tires me out, uses up a chunk of time I would previously have used to watch porn.. Totally agree with your aim of wanting to be a better man in 2023, this is what I am aiming for as well. Go into the new year having had a personally successful 2022.