THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 2 saiyans

Keep going no matter what. Fight!

 

Day 41.

 

Day 16

 

Day 6

 

Day 0

 

Day 327

Can't believe it's almost been a year since I watched any porn (like) content online. I feel so much better than I have felt the last 10-15 years. But I must admit, I think I need another year to fully recover.

I did notice something though: I let myself fantasize about having sex with an escort while MO-ing and I felt a higher rush during and a lower low after. Not even close as to the effects of a relapse but a lot more than "regular MO-ing".
I also noticed the next day that my inclination to relapse grew a bit. I've read about it that if you imagine something, your brain also wires to it. Like playing the guitar in your mind also makes you better at playing guitar! Now I've got confirmation that this also accounts to bad things your brain was wired to.

So my advice would be:
Don't allow your mind to dive into fantasizing about porn, this will only lead to more frustrations and a higher probability that you'll relapse. The goal is not only to abstain from watching porn, but to rewire your brain to a healthy dopamine system with a normal stimulus. Fantasizing about what you are trying to get rid of will only delay your recovery.

 

Day.25

Getting bad urges but I just keep going.

 

Day 2 check in

 

Day.26

Things are going bad in life but fapping won't help..

 

Day 5.
Starting to see the benefits. More courage to do new things, healthy aggressiveness, don't feel dirty inside, more confident and sociable

 

After hardship comes ease.

 

Dang, I actually deliberately fantasize about girls I know in real life without touching, as a replacement for P. So it's delaying my recovery?

 

Day 17

 

Basically on day 7 but am restarting because i did sxting yesterday didnt M or didnt O nor did P but sxting is also a P so restarting again
Day 1

 

From my experience: No, that is not a problem and I think healthy because you wire yourself to real / normal people. For me porn is not really the problem but (searching online for) escorts is. And when I would fantasize and MO on it, it has a negative effect on my afterwards than without.

So it depends what your online bad porn behaviour is.

 

Day 13!

 

Day 4 saiyans

Forgot to check in yesterday. Got attacked bad these last 2 days, but I persevered. Its like the devil knows I'm about to evolve and rise and he keeps trying to trip me up. Keep going saiyans. We know what we fight for!

 

Day 5

 

Day.27

Works tough and so is life at home, more exercise and productivity

 

Totaly agree, thanks for reminding us.
It has happened to me in the last couple relapses that I permited myself to imagine. In a sense anything could become a trigger and the only safe net is always keep busy with work or serving others.