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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.
No, i don't have a flatline
Checking in- Day 7
Last week I regret relapsing with my gf. So I want to officially restart my challenge in semen retention. I’ll be true to myself and really want to save my sexual desire until marriage. Thank you guys for the support. I plan to repent from my sins and to grow in faith with Jesus. I need to work on myself because i still make mistakes. I need the Holy Spirit to guide me in this journey.
I’ll keep you guys updated.
Day 8 check in
Day 23 & 24 Accomplished.
Nope! I mean I never had any urges to watch porn or to masturbate this time. I have no urges whatsoever. Maybe this is called flatline but I don't know
I'm not 100% sure what flatline is, but it seems to be total lack of motivation or desire to do anything. So more than just no urges to PMO.
I was in flatline for a lot of my life, so not sure I have much to worry about, although some of the posts about it look quite scary.
Checking in again. kinda my third day, maybe my second day if you don't count the 24 after the relapse.
So I don't really know about counting the days in person. just kinda let the time pass and let the day counter count them for me. I do have motivation to get back to 42-43 days and scale beyond that time period because a it really feels like I was replaced during that time with a better version of myself. There were hardly any side effects apart from a little weakness in the legs area, but not a serious deal though. I also noticed that I used to have leg weakness every time I fapped during the day that I was addicted, it's was like if that area got harmed the most of the masturbation. I also have laughing problems and I pay less attention to stuff, which I hope wont come back after real life sex. Self awareness to results and risk-reward ratio is important in order to stay on noFapp strike. you guys will figure it out.
good luck in the following run
check in day 9
But you are 21 days into your own goals so that's not nothing! Make sure you are a little better each day than the day before!
Lack of motivation of desire to do anything means you have no goals you want to achieve!
It's not that I didn't have goals, it's that my goals changed too fast and were too big. I was in chaos for years, because I had no moment-to-moment control over myself, and all my goals and thoughts were big to the point of abstraction, like "I need to become a carpenter", "I need to live outside society", "I need to pay off all my debts".
I've had to build up my will and sense of reality by starting with tiny goals like doing 5 push-ups per day, doing the laundry, showering properly, then combining them to the point where I'm starting to feel like a normal human being.
Experiencing the kind of chaotic darkness and misery I've just climbed out of (the process never really ends) isn't something I'd wish on anyone. I'm sure plenty of people here can relate.
Maybe it's the lack of sharing and communication that makes experiences seem more strange, or darker, or harder than they are or need to be?
Anyway, this site is one more step in the direction of bringing my goals and my personal power and ability together in the middle, where I can actually start to get meaningful shit done. Hooray! =oD
Another relapse. This isn't the end! Day 0
@Invincible Under The Sun I'm in.
At day 11
Low class warrior
Handled Day 2 peacefully.
Day 3: I’m going to befriend u!
I fell into old habits the last few days.
Today is a new day, and I'm all in. 45 days from now, I will make it to Super Saiyan. That is a promise both to myself, and to all of my NoFap brothers here.
Setting my counter to zero...
Day 2! of the challenge. 34 days into NoFap. Something crazy happened today. I was just checking out my brother's iPad in the morning, opened up chrome, and saw
Spoiler: *Possibly triggering text ! *
loaded up. I just closed the tab and threw it on the bed, did this without even knowing. I think I have unlocked Kio-ken.