matsuo
Fapstronaut
Hi guys,
Sorry for spelling mistakes, English is not my native language.
Today I've reached 150 days,I knew all the transformations but from today I'm moving towards the unknown, I didn't watch dragon ball after GT so I don't know why and how the characters have new transformations,
Anyway, I will summarize my experience so far:
First of all I had been trying the nofap for several years without ever succeeding more or less for more or less 3 days, this time something inexplicable happened but without trying I easily held on for 10 days.
Then I printed out all the transformations and pasted them on my wall in order as if to symbolize a path, every moment that was hard, I looked at Vegetas, the first 15 days objective and that helped me to think about something else.
When I finally reached 15 days, I took a picture of myself next to the image of Vegeta to keep a memory, I was so proud, in my head I was really the Vegeta of this period, full of confidence, without any fear, the desires were there but I felt the power of Vegeta in me and I kept looking at the image of the second lens Oozaru.
When I reached 30 days, I knew it would be difficult, the beast was loose, I knew I wouldn't make it if I didn't have moments of relaxation, so I contacted a sexfriend again and we saw each other during this period, it was finally easier than I thought.
When I reached 45 days, I was so proud, finally I was going beyond the simple condition of being a man to become a super warrior, my aura was finally materializing, I was finally starting to become special, I had enough confidence now to easily push away desires, like simple thoughts that you sweep away to replace them with others, I then continued to look at the next goal.
For me Gohan represented the innocence of childhood, the end of the arrogance and confidence of Vegetas and the beginning of power in the service of good, the death of the ego for the birth of the new man.
After reaching 75 days, I still took a picture to immortalize the moment but it became more common, of course I was careful not to go too far in my thoughts so as not to awaken desires, but on a daily basis I felt that the real me was being revealed.
When I reached 100 days, I was less proud than usual, it was just one more step, I felt that a deep change was taking place in my life.
I began to look for quality relationships, if I met a woman, I didn't hesitate to tell her that I preferred to wait until I was ready, to develop feelings, I began to look for love and more pleasure.
Just to see where I was at I touched myself for a few minutes, without looking for excitement as if I was touching my arm or my leg and it was just that, one body part like another, I understood how much I had spent all these years developing a behavior that was not natural/
Our brain is so powerful, it makes us associate masturbation with pleasure, whereas if we let the heart work we wouldn't want to spend more than 10 seconds touching our penis.
Today I don't feel huge changes as I did at the beginning, I'm still cautious, in the end it's only a third of the way, desires can always arise and they will do it all our lives, but we aspire to become warriors, our life is made of these daily fights, sometimes we win, sometimes we lose, but we never give up.
Sorry for spelling mistakes, English is not my native language.
Today I've reached 150 days,I knew all the transformations but from today I'm moving towards the unknown, I didn't watch dragon ball after GT so I don't know why and how the characters have new transformations,
Anyway, I will summarize my experience so far:
First of all I had been trying the nofap for several years without ever succeeding more or less for more or less 3 days, this time something inexplicable happened but without trying I easily held on for 10 days.
Then I printed out all the transformations and pasted them on my wall in order as if to symbolize a path, every moment that was hard, I looked at Vegetas, the first 15 days objective and that helped me to think about something else.
When I finally reached 15 days, I took a picture of myself next to the image of Vegeta to keep a memory, I was so proud, in my head I was really the Vegeta of this period, full of confidence, without any fear, the desires were there but I felt the power of Vegeta in me and I kept looking at the image of the second lens Oozaru.
When I reached 30 days, I knew it would be difficult, the beast was loose, I knew I wouldn't make it if I didn't have moments of relaxation, so I contacted a sexfriend again and we saw each other during this period, it was finally easier than I thought.
When I reached 45 days, I was so proud, finally I was going beyond the simple condition of being a man to become a super warrior, my aura was finally materializing, I was finally starting to become special, I had enough confidence now to easily push away desires, like simple thoughts that you sweep away to replace them with others, I then continued to look at the next goal.
For me Gohan represented the innocence of childhood, the end of the arrogance and confidence of Vegetas and the beginning of power in the service of good, the death of the ego for the birth of the new man.
After reaching 75 days, I still took a picture to immortalize the moment but it became more common, of course I was careful not to go too far in my thoughts so as not to awaken desires, but on a daily basis I felt that the real me was being revealed.
When I reached 100 days, I was less proud than usual, it was just one more step, I felt that a deep change was taking place in my life.
I began to look for quality relationships, if I met a woman, I didn't hesitate to tell her that I preferred to wait until I was ready, to develop feelings, I began to look for love and more pleasure.
Just to see where I was at I touched myself for a few minutes, without looking for excitement as if I was touching my arm or my leg and it was just that, one body part like another, I understood how much I had spent all these years developing a behavior that was not natural/
Our brain is so powerful, it makes us associate masturbation with pleasure, whereas if we let the heart work we wouldn't want to spend more than 10 seconds touching our penis.
Today I don't feel huge changes as I did at the beginning, I'm still cautious, in the end it's only a third of the way, desires can always arise and they will do it all our lives, but we aspire to become warriors, our life is made of these daily fights, sometimes we win, sometimes we lose, but we never give up.
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