THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

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Hello.

I had been watching porn every day since i was 11 years old. Then, almost three years ago i found that i was suffering from PIED.

To my luck, i discovered NoFap. I learned how porn i affecting us and how it was destroying my life, and i decided to quit. Just like you, i discovered that it wasn’t easily accomplished.

I struggled for a year, not having streaks over 2 weeks, but then i had a good long streak. A year to be exact. I felt like i had quit it for good. But then, curiosity rather than addiction urges, got the best of me, and i relapsed. I then began relapsing at increasing rates, and after a couple months i was just as hooked as i had been.

Luckily, i discovered Mark Queppet and his methods and perspectives. He completely changed my life. Check him out. I also began using and writing on nofap regularly, and i had a streak of half a year. 2 months into it i felt confident that i didn’t need the nofap community anymore. Oh how worng i was. I relapsed again after the half a year streak, and have since then been having streaks of a week of duration.

I am abstaining from everything sexual, until i one day will have a wife and kids.

I am therefore seeking your aid in my recovery, just as i will aid you in yours, here on this challenge.

I am ready to become great.
 
Day 45
Mood 8/10 & Energy 8/10

Had fun date yesterday with a pretty lady that really turned me on physically (so happy about that!) and had a good night sleep last night. Woke up refreshed and happy. Enjoying my morning and life and I notice that for days I just "forget" to think about porn / escort or this challenge I am working on. I believe this means I am getting closer to actually healing: it is residing more and more to the background. Everything you keep thinking about grows in strength. Even thinking of NOT doing it still gives it strength in your brain. Because to deny something you first need to confirm its presence. So that also explains why my intervals of posting my progress has reduced: It's just loosing its grip on my attention / thinking process.

I just want to (re)mention how happy I am that I actually got turned on by my date yesterday. It is a totally different way of feeling turned on compared to being turned on by pixels on your screen: more calm / warm and less frustrating feeling of being turned on. I think it's mixing dopamine with endorphines because I am not only looking forward to "get my fix with her" but also looking forward to be with her and to just hug and touch her.
I still remember the bad old days when I was dating women I objectively knew they were gorgeous but even when I was kissing and touching them I felt nothing happing in my body. But when I turned on porn the day after "everything worked fine"...It left me so confused and frustrated and I panicked about it a lot during those days...so grateful to finally have found the cause.

Keep fighting the good fight my brothers and never stop learning!

Day 47
Mood 7/10 & Energy 8/10

As far as I know porn plays zero role in my life at the moment. Do feel excited / aroused a bit because I am dating a lady who I find really attractive and she's very enthusiastic about me :) Work is fun, interesting but not stressful at all, I go to the gym 4x2 hours a week, go dancing 2-3 times a week and meditate daily for 1-4 hours. Let's continue this spiral upward!
 
99 days free of PMO.
I'm back in the Czech Republic again.
My time spent at home and the mental health work I did paid off, I feel calmer and more at peace.
Yesterday I had a wet dream and disturbed sleep. Probably because I went out and had alcohol.
I need to limit my consumption, I can't take much of it and it's not good for me anyway.
The dream also indicated to me that while I'm getting healthier, my mind needs a lot more time to be free of all the P related damage it has suffered.

@Redemptionisrequired I'm happy to see you standing up again. Not beating yourself up and getting back to training. You are indeed an inspiration in this forum and a very insightful man.
I have learned a lot from you and look forward to you doing great and feeling healthy again.
@DRAGON_ You got this brother. You are a strong warrior, figure out your mistakes and get back at it!
 
Day 8. I'm truly sorry for not checking in everyday, been kind of busy outside offline.

Since last Monday, I started to go back to training. And I'm also back to playing my guitar and meditating. I started to do this One Punch Man workout routine, by doing 100 push ups, sit ups, squats, and run for a few miles, every single day whether in the evening morning or in the afternoon (after sunset).
 
Day 12....
Gym going well. To those who all relapsed, specially those who have long streaks, it's not a big loss unless you keep relapsing. It's like going to gym, you keep your diet clean for a month or an year so even by mistake if you have taken some junk food it doesn't ruin what you have gained by the time you were clean.
 
99 days free of PMO.
I'm back in the Czech Republic again.
My time spent at home and the mental health work I did paid off, I feel calmer and more at peace.
Yesterday I had a wet dream and disturbed sleep. Probably because I went out and had alcohol.
I need to limit my consumption, I can't take much of it and it's not good for me anyway.
The dream also indicated to me that while I'm getting healthier, my mind needs a lot more time to be free of all the P related damage it has suffered.

@Redemptionisrequired I'm happy to see you standing up again. Not beating yourself up and getting back to training. You are indeed an inspiration in this forum and a very insightful man.
I have learned a lot from you and look forward to you doing great and feeling healthy again.
@DRAGON_ You got this brother. You are a strong warrior, figure out your mistakes and get back at it!
And what happens on day 100? What???
 
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