I`ve been meditating roughly 2-3hours a day in the evening, It helps me to make myself calm, itmakes me feel less anxious and more subtle.. back in the day I was struggling with jealous, hatredness over successful people. but nowadays with solid determination and perseverance, I`m able to last longer in my jobs, personal life (EVEN THOUGH WHEN IT SUCKS!).. But nowadays I used to get lots of brutual nightmares (like killing someone, disfiguring someone e.t.c..). Note: I won`t like to watch such kind of movies (any brutual movies, horror movies). so why am I getting such dreams very often?