you will always find an excuse if you don't want to do but no one will listen to your excuses....so make efforts not failure
Asalamu Alaykum! Check in and cannot wait for tmr inshallah so I can become a worker. Alhamdulilah may allah help guide us to the right path Ameen
i know there is no demoton, but from now on I will count from rank to rank, so I have always a (small) goal in fron of me. So its day 1 of 3
D18 - I feel like I’m at the front line today. Urges coming thick and fast all afternoon. Why today? Working from my little office... is it habit... is it stress. I haven’t completely identified the trigger, but habit could be a strong one! Have managed to keep the urges at bay so far. Must stay strong. DO NOT WANT TO REPORT ANY RELAPSE!
At day 5, wrote my exam today, feelings of depression come and go away at times but I am also starting to feel confident, also i am experiencing lesser urges these days! @MASTER MONK please update rank as worker sir!!
day 3- very unproductive but I did see family so was kind of busy, slept too late. Gonna try harder from now starting with getting enough sleep, im probably gonna do nothing anyway and not sleep, so might aswell read qur'an and pray until fajr. fighting hard still.
Day 44 : Check! I think it's about time I hit the flatline. The benefits are declining, but I know it's bound to happen.
Check in day 86 Feeling very happy... Gonna make this day very productive for studies along with my routines and spiritual activities... Hopefully Wish me luck