[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 52/90 no PMO
Day 51 no risky key word searches
Day 663 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 237 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, sweets,
and FB video feeds (P-subs)

 

Day 28 - Today was the toughest day of this whole period and the closes I have come to a reset. I woke up with extremely strong urges that I entertained by imagining previous sexual experiences for roughly 1 hour. I touched myself for about 10 seconds and then snapped out of it and got out the house straight away for a quick walk. I know I did not relapse but I couldn't help but feel some sort of guilt during the day. Later on in the day I got some more urges and touched myself again for less than 10 seconds, I very quickly snapped out of it and resumed my day. Did I relapse? I received no sensation and viewed no provocative material so I am considering the streak still very much alive. I am now aware that I am at a period where urges will be strong and frequent and will be ready for this. still going, day 29 next...

 

You definitely did not relapse.

 

Day 38

 

Day 4 complete. Going strong .

 

Day 5. Feeling a little depressed. Hopefully this feeling doesn't stick. Need to get back to the gym.

 

Day3

 

Day 1/90

 

Day 1

 

Day 4/90: 86 to go

 

Day 1. No problems at all so far, but give it will definitely get harder. I spent most of today listening to new music and jamming to it while putting off a chapter of my psych textbook i need to read.

 

Day 4 done
Day 5 almost

 

Day 7 done. I think I'm having a flatline. Getting irritated easily , sometimes feeling very horny but sometimes very low libido. My body is itching for M & O. Having tension without any specific reasons. Feels like I've lost my sexual power & all stuff. Is this normal during flatlines? or is there anything to be concerned? Will anyone tell me what's going on?

 

Day 4/90!

 

Thanks man, I was unsure after feeling a sense of disappointment, increased urges and low motivation in the day. Thank you for clarifying

 

52/90

 

Day 22/90

 

I think this is very normal. I've experienced this many times. Feeling like you've lost your libido is related to you having engaged in abnormal stimulating situations - i.e. looking at people having sex on a screen - and now you have to find again what it is that you find truly exciting as you slowly lose interest in that bullshit. And the tension is I think related to the fact that you're not feeding yourself the little energy bombs anymore that P gives you, so it's like the stress and anger that people feel when they stop smoking. I have been through fases like that a lot, and it still goes up and down even after being 50 days in. We've messed with ourselves so much, it's hard to get used to normal life.

 

This is day 53 of not doing PM.
This is day 4 of not looking at any P-subs.

I joined this forum 383 days ago. Of those 383 days, I spend 342 days without doing PMO.