THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 37

 

good morning guys i dont know what is happening but i am feeling like a rebirth ....
hope we all achieve our aims ......

 

Oh shit welcome back bro, how was your break? Making progress in your life recently?

 

Day 2

 

Day 45!

I am now a:

 

Day 15 - SPARTAN TRAINEE

Just previously, I was attacked almost the same way I did in my past relapses.
So I was also attacked in the mind and with urges yesterday once I hit my 14 days but I passed it.

 

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Thx ☺️

 

Day 166
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44 days to Go and really positiv to 'win' this challenge again. ✝️⛪
A wonderful sunday to everyone.
God bless you.

 

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Hi everyone.
As I mentioned it on my previous post last week, I said that I've relapsed. So please, reset the counter since I am now on my day 8 without PMO, not 80.
Thank you.

 

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Day 35

 

Day 38

 

At the top of the page is the update the counter tab. you have to do it yourself. Hope this helps.

 

frist day

 

Day 15: 2 weeks done and dusted, a lot of big feelings came up over the weekend but I got thru them. Still affirming the statement in my mind "I will never look at pornography ever again in my life, PERIOD", and it really helps to affirm that looking at porn isn't an option, no matter how difficult things get.

As the effects of porn leave my body/mind/spirit, I am finding I lose my discipline, I get weak, and I forget my reasons to never have pornography in my life ever. So I have also been reaffirming the statement, "When the idea of looking at pornography comes into my mind, I will:
a) See these feelings for what they truly are: NOT MINE
b) Remembering WHO I AM and how much that means to me
c) Relishing in the TRUTH and PLEASURE that I am free from pornography and its negative effects on my life".

I think that these things will help me into ascending who I want to be and transforming into someone I thought I'd never be. Much love <3

 

I have just had a realization that I feel like I just had to write about! I realised that there is NOTHING to gain from indulging in pornography. I always felt like I was 'giving something up' and 'sacrificing', but in reality I am losing nothing and gaining so so much!

Porn is this trickster who wants us to think we are losing something by not looking at it, but in fact it's just an illusion! A trick that I have solved, like realising the magician who has 'superpowers' is nothing but a fraud and a fake. It feels really good to realise this! I don't want porn, porn wants porn!

The other thing I realised (which isn't as big but still a great breakthrough) is the fact that NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is as important as realising porn is non-existent in my life and maintaining this. I feel maintaining my freedom from porn's trap is the ONLY thing that matters; not job progression, not relationships, not hobbies, not friends, NOTHING!! The only thing that matters is maintaining my freedom from porn; everything else is 2nd Place.

 

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