Am not really planning on have sex again untill marriage. Having such dreams feels like I have relapsed and they will lead me to wet dreams. Sometime back before I started nofap, I had sex with a girl and noticed the sex felt like I had relapsed at the end. I felt emptiness and guilt like I had relapsed. And noticed that what I wanted was love and a relationship. Which I will have but still I will refrain from sex. I have PMOed for 6 years, am now 22, I think I have exprienced what an orgasm feels like. Time to use my sexual energy to build my career and personal life. What would be the difference after all my efforts of doing nofap and I go back to having sex with girls. I would have changed from one form of relapse to another. I believe I can experience love and strong relationship without sex(people get married with virgins and have happy relationships). And also I don't want to build my relationship based on sex. I want to take time to understand my partner. You can check out @swoozie He has mob hot girls and has been in relationships with some and yet he is still a virgin with an amazing career.
Day 77, 1.848 hours of the rest of my life 13 days left of this challenge Hang in there y'all, you and we can do it.