Nvm, I done fucked up. I could fend off almost any trigger, but not my worst weakness: my greatest fetish. Probably didn't help that I've been under siege the entire day. Heard sounds that seriously reminded me of it, and it lasted long enough to destroy the walls of my mental fortress. A few minutes of hard fighting later, I fell. I need to come up with a plan against potent triggers like these, as coming under siege is inevitable. I might have also slipped and stopped emptying my brain, so that might have made it worse.
Plan your days and execute soldier. Talk less and act more is my advice. The quicker you get on w it, the quicker it gets done.
XD I'd say join a 3 way duel of @WolfHound 獣 VS @MONSTER MONK VS @The Legend of Hope. That'd be awesome.
Day 111 I need to start engaging on this website again, i feel like if i dont i eventually will relapse. The whole January has been a mess of browsing escorts and looking porn, but so far no PMO atleast. But watching porn stagnates my recovery so i need to get a grip now. @fg4795
alright... thanks for the explanation because I was worried someone lied to you. Try to reduce the porn watching to 0 if you can You are what you consum. (not literally but you get the message)
Yess Yess Yesss!!! Let odes be written commemorating this battle. Although I've lost plenty of times to wolfhound to be fair
Sick I’m more than happy to donate to your forum, so we can pay people to keep our forum the most desired on NoFap!
Checking in for the day. Been trying to actually get my brain empty for the day, but not really successful. I slip in and out of a state of emptiness throughout the day. Also am under siege again, woohoo. EDIT: Curses, fucked up again. Turns out that I actually need to put my plans into action instead of constantly deviating from them, as well as to stay away from triggers instead of rushing to embrace them. Also need to not use my smartphone at home, because that somehow always fucks me up. Since most of my work can be done on the computer, I'll just do it there instead when at home. EDIT AGAIN: Just realized that my inner demons have somehow made me spend money on mobile data(The plan got exhausted). This is a great loss. On a positive note, at least I'll have decent internet tmr while getting back home.
Buenos dias Pedro!! Checking in. Some shit happened the other day, last fap was on 28/01 at 10am, was at least done enterely with fantasy.. So then my streak is 2 days now, yours?