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**shakes pompoms as well* I'm really happy you have this, +10%!!! It's sounding great.

Thank you, thank you! You guys have been cheering me on the whole time! :)

thats good news but let me tell you the great news, this is only the beginning

Take it one day at a time. It may be much better than you expect, or even can dream of.

Yeeee..have fun. Trust in a higher power. lol. you got this!! You havent worked this hard and got this far for nothing or noone to get in your way.

She sat next to me at the meeting and it was so lovely.
We talked for 2+ hours after and that was wonderful. (and I disclosed my PMO addiction). She just becomes more beautiful with every minute that I am with her and I want to touch her so badly!

Then when we leave she just walks away and calls out "Don't drink in between meetings!"
Ugh. So flippant! Leaves me wondering if we're just buddies.

Thats great :)

: ) happy for u

Why spoil it?

I understand 'addiction' is a touchy subject, but when you start labelling yourself as such you only trap yourself into that identity a little bit more. She's seeing the real you, everything else is irrelevant. Just my opinion though. Respect to you.

Ohh Im excited for you but be careful! wouldnt want you to lose control.

Be bold! Throw them all out. Burn them. It won't help hanging on to your old problems...

Hes doing great :)

Keep trying :)

choices regarding pmo?

No, I know that's not a healthy choice for me!
Choices like meditating, taking a bath or going to bed early . . .

Porn makes me cry like that when I relapse lol

The ice cream was totally worth it - loads of chocolate! :D

Just destroyed a flash drive with about 100 of the most triggering images. Needed to check that nothing else was on there first. Saw a few of the most triggering images that I had ever found on the ol' internet - all my favourites! Only looked for a second. Dear God, wow. Smashed it. Fuck.

Thats the spirit. Beam it. :)

After this, I might need to start disposing of my "unisex" underwear. I love the concept, but in reality it is women's underwear with more masculine styling (i.e. wider wastelands). 14 pairs. Spent so much money wanting something that fit well / felt right but wasn't super girly.

You can do it, I believe in youu. Good job on 9 days past 100 too.. :) Stay tough and strong!

You could donate any of them instead of throwing it away..
Good job on doing it, no pain no gain right?

I suppose I could . . .
I usually assume that such places don't want used underwear, but if I donated them anyway, then I can at least have a bit of hope that they won't just end up in the trash.
Ultimately, I need to determine if having these items in my life is harming me and respond accordingly.
Threw away 5 of 7 remaining pairs of panties yesterday.

if you like/admire womans under wear so much get a girlfriend an buy her tons of it an she can wear it around the house all day right? right

Im sorry its tough for you :/ I have no idea how it feels but I hope if it happens you'll be strong enough to get through it and resist chasers...Please reach out to the guys here if it should happen.

Thank you. Hopefully I will reach out for help if it does happen.
I'm really amazed that I only slipped once this year and got right back to it after it happened (as apposed to going on a bender / "getting it out of my system".
My first inclination after I had that O on 4/29 was to avoid people . . . but instead I went to a meeting and told other guys that I had relapsed.