Glad everyone is doing good. Just an update on how busy I am I have a lab report due next week need to grind out. I have all the data just need to put the work in now. I slept like 3:45am tonight just chilling keeping me awake not doing anything wrong. I woke up 5:45 w alarm though, just gonna pray and might sleep an hour or 2 more inshallah. I'll pray for all of you.
I love this too, I feel the same way sometimes a lot of the time. I find strength here though. I heard this once about being alone is that one man cannot push through a tide but if it were a group they could cross the river. I found a lot of inspiration in that to make this place a place for inspiring goodness and speaking out against the evils of this society. This place is my group and you are my brothers and sisters.
ah man you don't know how much I feel you they say everything to me (narrow,bigot,loser) they just can't believe what I am making they just can't accept that I don't use social anymore and they try to tease me with some hoe's picture of IG but I just don't watch them I made my choice and I respect that they made theirs hope they'll respect mine too just because they don't understand they can't respect but it's their problem We will talk again about it in few months to see who is happy and who is not anyway daily check flatline hit me but I don't give up
The opposite happened for me he was just stunned w the discipline. Shows how sexual today's society is.
Me too. A proof that we are on a mission together. 26 days @fleurette . I am chilling . You want me serious, but I ain't . Much love to all.
If it suits you - it suits me. These days I let go of any control, I just go with the flow. Got fed up with most of the stuff today and had some beer. Maybe I can't go 100% clean on some habits when the ground starts slipping underneath my feet and that's ok. Baby steps. I am being gentle with myself and I am going on with my streak. Hello day 40.
Day 11 Check-in, I think I should check in daily for being motivated. @control your life @Pedro.lives
I am happy that you're surrounded by good people it's important This mission will take time and maybe some other flatline along the way but eventually everything will be brighter for both of us and then the real mission will begin, because reach something is easy keeping it is hard anyway I already check so I don't forget went out with a girl yesterday didn't told her about my mission just chilled but we went to a club that had the girls on the cube just to grab some attention from the crowd didn't watch them I was there with her and I was able to focus only on her this was really good
I managed to stop anyway to the girls I was talking to, I just killed every convo. I just feel like some good will come in not spending my energy doing that even if some of the conversations are harmless. Also cool thing I saw a United game, wrote about it in my journal was quite cool.
I like this, keep it up! I like spending a lot of time on here but I like knowing you're living your real lives better if that makes sense. Keep it up everyone!!!
@cr7da8055 @Alex_Al Do you know what scares me? I do feel so strong that I get afraid of myself. The confidence to stay clean and committed is running through my veins. This is my Sunday Check-in and I am here to support you to give it all you have.
Goals Short term - step (<1 week): 1. Plan out day (whilst keeping room tidy and sleeping earlier) - making bed after I wake up and the plan on my notes, off my phone by 11:30 2. Finish Lab report (do CV and LinkedIn after) - just got to do it. 3. Try do push ups, sit ups and abs workouts - do in the morning then shower. Long term - step (<1 month): 1. Sort out duels OP - got to do this when I'm free this is a busy month at uni 2. Go over and practise questions - can do this whenever I'm free 3. Try read more books - maybe do this an hour before bed.