Hey guys. I haven't been around here for a couple years, probably. Needing to kick porn and masturbation. Lots of stress with business improving and it's become an escape to not have to deal with those things. I also have a 7 month old (my first!) and would like to get back to having intimacy with my wife, which has very much been lacking. Anyways, I look forward to this journey!
Day 17/90. Things have been going well so far, but can't get ahead of myself. Still need to take it one day at a time.
1/90 I made it. Sort of. There were temptations which I succumbed to but I held my ground. I ain't sliding.
Day 37 I was on a date last night, that ended at my place - not saying this to brag, just to come clean. We obviously had sex - it was awesome. The 2nd time I had to help myself a little to finish - I decide not to count this as relapse but as part of the sexual experience with the girl. No porn or artificial stuff involved I will try to resist helping myself next time if it is harder to orgasm in certain cirumstances Happy Thurdsay!
Day 2/90 No Caffeine, Cacao, Sugar, black tea, Pepper Day 0/87 No Social Media (2021-02-04 to 2021-02-17) Day 1/14
1/90 complete. Woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't go back to sleep. Ordinarily, that's a guarantee for P+M, but I went ahead and did some reading and journaling instead.
Day 25/90. Ended up having a good day. After I posted I texted my group of guys from church and asked for prayer and after that ended up having a great day. Just thanking God for the grace He gave. It really did feel like a miracle went from depressed to full of hope and joy. Also, called one of the guys at lunch as well.
I have been away for quite sometime. And after 150 days or so I kinda messed up and kept feeling this guilt and accountable to this challenge ,considering the success it has given me. Well, I don't want to complain but it would be good to have more of you in 365 days challenge. Anyway I am back and having completed Day 3/90. Let's do it !