Great to see you again around monster Morale is good. Really busy in my hell mode. So I don't have time to be triggered Reaching once again day 40
Once there's a ball game player says regardless of his mood, he shows up on the ground. Even just 5 min. You can do it monk!
5328 reporting, Worked. Couldn't face on my weakness. Procrastinated. Case study later Philosophy too. Today General Foxtrot briefed us the rules of engagement: 1. Keep your bearing. Never see anything soft or hard. If triggered, have somethings to deal with it. Recovery capitals for instance. 2. Avoid temptations. Never know when that would be. If confused, get up and walk. 3. Practice killing urges. It must be fast, accurate and mean. 4. Never look back. This will be covered from the path. When you journal, try not to remember how relapsed. Becuase it could leads to another cycle. That you don't wanna be in. 5. Stay alert. Triggers are everywhere. Movies, news, popups...The question is not what if I triggered, but when you triggered again, what you gonna do? 6. Beware of the boredom. Weekend, holiday, alone. Developing hobbies or take a walk. Never stay in one position for too long. Or you get shot! 7. Awake, get up. Temeptations on the way. It's better to have a bad sleep temporary than regret later for a long time. 8. Choose the right friends. Right friends help you stay on the right mindset and behaviours. 9. Keep humble. Arrogance generates bad spirit. 10. Keep calm. Pmo aren't going to be helpful in dealing stressful time. Adjust. Read the first page of this thread. Physical, mental and spiritual. Let me add two more, academics and family. Fapstronauts lead the way!
Hey everyone, I'm new to the bootcamp. My name is Pegasus and I'm really excited to be a part of this. I've been inconsistent with nofap along with my other goals in life and I think part of that is that I've mostly been chasing my goals in an isolated fashion. I need to remain a lot more vigilant of myself and my triggers, and i really think being part of a smaller group like in this thread will help.
Ok so finally I am officially in!!! Will start the hell mode from coming mid night. Hope this time I will finally quit PMO and will stop wasting my time
Day 88 Today's assignment is making the cake to celebrate tomorrow night. Or better muffins. Also going on deployment tomorrow! Will be gone till Monday. The combat vehicle is ready and morale is high as we enter the allied territory. I will not relapse on day 90 or 91! I won't be weak!
Day 41 checking in Hell mode working quiet good. Had a job interview. Let's see. The world is wonderful after all.
Discretion: a beep word, man and woman. Overall fine. Path has a format for journal. My fist page has one. The first and most for boots and breeds, is to know how to kill and continue killing. I mean urges.
Attention! The following member of this Army has accomplished 90 days of Boot Camp, Hell mode. @bornagaingirl She is hereby awarded5337 90 Days Hell Mode She reserves the right to accept and wear this medal. Additionally with the following certificate. Nofap Army Training Command I, @bornagaingirl, do solemnly swear/affirm that I will support and defend the Nofap Community Forums against all Porn, Masturbation, and negative self-talk; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; and that I will follow the orders of our Senior Nofappers of the NoFap Forums and the orders of the admins appointed over me, according to the policies and the terms of NoFap. And I will well and faithfully discharge the duties of the office on which I am about to enter. So help me God. Achievements: 90 days Recovery Capital Fight the New Drugs Campaign Congratulations Warrant Officer Serial#5337 Sergeant 1st Class @MONSTER MONK Lieutenant @im’possible
Made it 3 days but then relapsed. I've been getting good sleep the past few days which is great but with good, deep sleep comes dreams, most of which become sexual after a while. Last night i kept dreaming of the webpage i usually go to for pornography and was dreaming about a specific pornstar I like, and sure enough when i woke up the urges got to me. I wish i didn't give so much power to these stupid urges.
5344 reporting, Weekend path. A research of bet time relationships. It was done for decade from our drill instructor. For me it's a trivia and obvious. The more pmo, the less intimacy. Regardless of the satisfaction in relationship, pmo happens. The only positive side I can think of, is controlling population. The trigger I encountered was some bathing suits. On a movie. I used camera focus method to evade, plus a starring at my own suits. Next time, I won't watch those movies. Most of them I found were too cliché. And too far from the reality. I'd rather study the cases. And the case study is done. Excuses for relapse. None of them will recover. Did some writing lectures. And transitioning too. It's always good to know what skills can be useful later. Will do covid combat training from this week. You can't imagine what is like to fight the war and the virus. All clear. Going silence.