Day 48 done. I am doing good lately, I am starting to think this PIED might actually weaken by the end of this.
Day 11/90. Been feeling awesome lately, but also since I've been feeling good, I've been feeling urges. I wish those two didn't go together, but maybe that's life for me as an addict now. I wish so bad I wasn't an addict, who this directed my life so much, but maybe that's a consequence of what's happened in my life and the actions I've taken as a response. Nevertheless, I can still improve myself and my life by making the right decisions now.
Day 56/90 no PMO Day 55 no risky key word searches Day 667 attempting this challenge Global Counter 95% success since joining Day 238 weight training (M, W, F) Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, sweets, and FB video feeds (P-subs)
In a few hours I'll have 6 days. I messed up in another way though that for me is at least as bad. I had a gambling relapse and feel almost suicidal. But I intend to stay pmo free tonight and get back on track with the gambling . I'm not going to talk about that here anymore except that I'm feeling so totally shitty that it would be easy to escape into porn. Not tonight.
Day 44. It's quite possible, and this is one of the best things you can do for it. Keep charging forward, my fellow Fapstronaut Sorry to hear that @Puretim. What'd you end up doing? On a side note, if you dont mind me asking: Do you find they are similar triggers that lead to gambling, or different, or both? It's okay if you'd rather not talk about it though.
Day 33 - Just relapsed at my longest ever streak, im not mad, progress was made which will carry over. Did not watch porn, things just escalated quickly when thoughts came. I was not present enough to pause and reflect on time.