Checking in fellowship friends! Free of Porn 222 days, free of MO 150 days. It's been an arduous battle so far. I've experienced things from anxiety, depression , brain fog, low energy, chronic fatigue, insomnia( hell, last night I had insomnia!), these symptoms are recurring over time. I'm just realizing how many things I used PMO to "deal" with. It's a humbling, difficult and a world wind of an experience. I take the seat of King today and will keep moving forward and I encourage you all the do so my friends. 150 days You reached Henneth Annûn, a hidden refuge of the Rangers of Ithilien. You´re now the commander of army´s and ruler of hearts. People love you. “Who am i?” “You are our King, sire!”
Alright! Checking in! Back to being an Orc! Yesterday, wasn't too bad! A little down in the dumps but stayed productive. The urges were minimal, probably from all the relapses the days before, but still! Overall, I'm just happy to make it past a day haha. On to two! Oh! and Happy Father's Day! To all who are fathers, what you do matters. Thanks.
I relapsed 2 times yesterday, after 20 days. I feel ashamed and my confidence went really low, it’s so crazy how this thing works, the niche I’m addicted to is a discusting niche, which makes me feel weak when I relapse. I’m gonna start again, I hope for the best of the best I could Offer. Day 1
Checking in Fellowship As expected, feeling very low and tired, but my mood is good, so it´s good . despite the binging my sleep has been very good lately, which is good Checking out, have a good Sunday Fellowship!!! Be well and focus.
Day 27 no P Day 22 no MO Just 9.75 days until I beat my NoFap record of 31 days. I cannot wait to put my longest streak as "current streak". Vacation is going well. Been sleeping a lot in the mornings which still sucks, but as long as I get up by 7:30AM after tomorrow, I should do fine as I will be able to make it to work at 8:30AM. Best, Mathman1994
Daily checking in I thought the urges a long time as their are bad,they aren't, now i know it will not vanish too , so i will accept them cause is normal have it after all. So close to watch p again yesterday but then i remember this industry hurts actress and actors, that stop me to do it.