First of all congratulations on your streak and freedom, and thank you for sharing this beautiful story. I feel motivated to get my life back.
"there were times where I didn’t want to at all and would tell myself “don’t do it! and I would almost wake up form a daze knowing I just did it and would get so down on myself. There were times I would be doing and it and during I would tell myself I can stop right now but the voice in my head would say “it’s fine, just do it today and then you’ll start tomorrow” I can't describe how this is exactly how I've felt. I'm new to this community, but you have no idea how great it is to be with people who have experienced similar things. There's an unseen power at work when a community is actively trying to overcome a struggle, especially pmo. Amazing story bro. I hope to be where you are one day. Keep it up!!
How did you find this inner confidence and control? I almost as feel like you just said like I'm in a daze and do it anyway. Like I'm out of control a bit... My confidence is like at it's worst I'd say
Wow, that is such a great support. Thanks for sharing your story. Just had a bad day yesterday, this will be may motivation to keep this fight on. I had the same 30 days of nofap just once in my life,... and what you talk about to feel calm, have a clear mind. There is NOTHING I want more then that, NOTHING. And of course, big respect and congratulations to all your effort to overcome your addiction! Great job! I wish I could one day tell exactly your story.
How did you manage to make it to a whole year? What did you do to avoid falling? How did you take care of yourself? Didn't you look at women? Did you block the porn? Would be happy if you could elaborate. What were your thoughts when you said you wanted to watch porn? What was the thought in your head that caused you to refrain as soon as temptations came to watch porn or masturbate?
Hey whatsup my friend! Actually just added a video on speaking on my story of Porn Addiction so it’s a bit more in depth on all the things I really dealt with along with another persons side of their story! Let me know what you think and hope you enjoy it!
Thank you my friend! Really happy to hear it motivates you to want you to get your life back! It truly feels like that and wish you nothing but the best! On the other side of Porn Addiction is an amazing free life! You’ll be there soon!!
Glad to hear bro. Quitting porn is a stepping stone to rebuild our life. I just read a very inspiring story of success. Hopefully you find this helps: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/365-days-a-year-after-being-born-again.333813/
“I would almost wake up form a daze knowing I just did it and would get so down on myself.” wow. This is so accurate it hurts
Yes that feeling is so defeating, almost seems impossible because you feel like you truly want to stop but in a sense feel like it’ll happen against your will which is WILDDDDD