Day 73 - Jedi Master 3 @Ūruz Thank you! and Lol I will just keep this brief. Two factors that I was going to give into the dark side to relapse. So I am an American, I missed my Jury duty + urges were surfacing and because of that I was considering a relapse. Frustration (I will be penalized $1500 or possibly jail time if I don't pay) plus accompanied with urges. I need to resolve that soon. I am sure Red_John the fellow Jedi friend knows about this and would like to response about this matter. Somehow I haven't received a jury duty notice for a while but now they did sent recently. Now I can't escaped it because I ignored it and I have to follow up ASAP about it. Hopefully I can resolve this by rescheduling another instead of paying the penalty. Challenging but I didn't give into a relapse fellow Jedis. I wouldn't be happy with that. I also thought about this and this came into my mind. If you ever watched Immortals the movie, the Oracle has power of vision or force sight. I forget. Any way, it was said that if she has sex then she loses her power. Why is that?? This is one of my tips, I don't recommend having sexy time when your on reboot. You will lose your power if your practicing especially when your on Semen Retention. Any way, just my thoughts. Oh and bodybuilders/athletes practice this as well if they are getting ready for competition. I quote this paraphrasing "We are not thinking about no sex when getting ready for a contest". See, I'm telling you. When people try to justify to me about having sex even when it is allowed on Hard Mode, I still wouldn't recommend it especially with sex with O during reboot. Just saying fellow Jedis. That's right, Semen Retention I see people going through their streak then eventually somewhere along the lines they fall. Not easy fellow Jedis. I struggle too, you have seen it yourselves in my check in when I almost fell when I report them here. You must face them. I need mo powa for this NoFap journey lol. Give me your powa fellow Jedis. Ok, I'll share this too. And in other news besides the PMO Matrix. To distract you from the Pandemic... Beware of Order 66 Mediate more I must as a Jedi Master. That's it for now. Fight the dark side Keep Training
Day 7 Complete. Heavy urges throughout the day at the end of the week but this was part of my Initiate trials - last day of the week the hardest. But got through it and have now made it to Jedi Padawan! Oh yeeeaahh Day 8 begins as the next phase of my training begins. May the force be with me. May the force be with you all.
Day 30 - Jedi Knight! @LLOYYD You mean about the frustration + urges? I don't really have anything useful to say. I tend to dance whenever I'm burning up, and it does the trick. I advised a fellow user in The Matrix Challenge on that. Whether it still works in a month's time, and so on, I guess I'll find out. Was there any particular reason you ignored jury duty? Definitely can relate regarding the power aspect of semen retention, and of course, it ties in nicely with what I wrote not so long ago about each person having their own power! It's been over a month since @JEDI KNIGHT was last on. Hope he's doing okay. Congrats on passing the trials and becoming a Padawan @IntoTheLight999
Day 74 - Jedi Master 4 @Red_John Dancing? You mean doing something physical for urges? I ignored my Jury duty because my family told me to and thought it was fine considering the fact I know plenty of people would attend upon it. My dad told me "Other employees ignore it because they never heard of anyone getting penalize for missing a jury duty. As everyone would say it is a complete waste of time. Which I agree 100%. But apparently, I can't do that now. I have to resolve it soon. Because of this I was frustrated and I had urges as well so if I fell it would have made sense because of urges. I'm glad I didn't. I need resolve this issue ASAP on that. JEDI KNIGHT, I don't know busy and probably if he is not doing it on his own then he not ready to start a new streak again. He will come around and return eventually again when he is ready. Lastly, I am thinking about joining your challenges out of boredom. It's fine but it will only be simple check ins. The Matrix Challenge well but I will wait until before 180 days on my streak. I have my reasons but not yet lol. I still am going to use the concept here from time to time with the chance is given Better mood these days. It won't happen all the time. I wish it was like this all the time. I think it was something to do with lack of sleep as well again. That's all. Control urges and emotions I must. I am not a Jedi Master for nothing. Fight the dark side Keep Training
Totally agreed, mates. Not just a movie, it's an entire experience. On second thought, I might re-watch it again this weekend.
Day 31 - Jedi Knight @LLOYYD I always though jury duty was mandatory if you were called up, unless you have an exceptional reason. Well, it is in the UK anyway. I'm sure they've had people miss jury duty for various reasons, but try and get it resolved quickly. Usually in the UK, when your receive the letter regarding jury duty, you have to acknowledge it within a week, I think. Did you have to acknowledge it? If not, I suppose you could say you never received the letter! Yeah, physical activity like dancing helps with my urges when they reach burning point.
Day 1 Been a long time since I've been on Nofap. Took a lot of personal time off the site to really break myself down and think about the progress I've made and what still stands in the way of my success at this point in time. I was encouraged to start making small positive changes in my life and so I decided what better positive change than to engage with people all supporting each other to greatness. Glad to be here and I look forward to being a committed member of this forum.
@Red_John Congrats on Jedi Knight! Recently, I called in and rescheduled it. So I guess I was given an option it was dismissed the first time around and said to never received the notice/never got to respond in time. So they will send in another notice two weeks from now. I guess I have to attend now. I can't refuse to not attend because if I keep ignoring it then I will to have pay the $1500 fine or I have to serve jail time most likely. Not good. Once I am there, I hope it is the same court place near where I live. Another thing, I hope whatever case it is will be resolved immediately like last time I attended. Still though, I am not qualified. Why would they pick me if there is case? Ah whatever. All I have to do is suck it up and attend it instead paying the fine or go to jail. Like I said, how unfair they can ignore it then they never get penalized for it to disregarding it. Seriously, another situation similar to this. Whatever.
I'm back!! For various compelling reasons I missed some time, I admit that this did not help me in my recovery process, but I am already on my third day and ready to return to 110% every day. So.... day 3 checking in!
Day 75 - Jedi Master 5 Welcome again friend, I honestly thought you were keeping up and ongoing on your journey. Any way, welcome back fellow Jedi! I bet you JEDI KNIGHT is probably on break atm as well. I was going to ramble about something but I saved it for now. Minimize it as best as I can. Let's just say it is about the simple rules about P-subs and such. How people will classify P-subs as P. Stupid. As I was also reflecting earlier, there might be a chance later I will quit Hard Mode for a while if not for good and only do Semen Retention streak. Don't worry Jedi friends, I will still be here in the forums to do my own NoFap journey which is only a Semen Retention/NoFap streak instead. I am only going to say it here. I am still proud on my current SR/NoFap streak. No one can say anything about that Still doing my best every day in Hard Mode. I had some ideas for Challenges to create for NNN rules applied for me to actually do for myself as Red_John. Only ideas atm. That's it. Even though as I said, I am not 100% yet. I know I can do this and reach all my goals on here if done properly. We are indeed we are in the endgame now. I need to prepare and doing whatever I can on this NoFap journey fellow Jedi friends. Raining again like Kamino Anakin: This where the fun begins. Yes, indeed! Fight the dark side Keep Training
