thatcactusguy

I'm approaching my reboot with a different mindset. It is not supposed to be fun. It is difficult, and I have to make difficult choices.

It's time to get serious. Not angry serious or frustrated serious. Just serious serious.

Relapsed earlier today. Made 1 rule that I have to follow -> no touching unless I need to pee, wash, or it gets caught in pants

Doing my best to stay strong. 1 day down out of 90

I screwed up. My 90 days starts now. Whatever happens, happens, but I'm getting through the next 90 days.

I'm at 10 days for the first time since joining the forums 1.25 years ago. Extremely proud of myself

8 days on the right track now. My best is 9, so I am doing extremely well by my standards. I'm going to keep pushing for the change I want.

Back on track to being the best person I can be.

Back to updating my journal regularly. I need to stick to the goals I've set for myself.

3 days in no M, sticking to my goals and feeling better about myself. Over a month free from P now!

I've got this.

In a rougher patch right now. I need to break the cycle somehow.

Moved in to college! Going strong halfway through my second day!

In a rough patch. Not going to let myself stay here though. I had a good rest of my day, and besides a MO relapse, I have stayed away from P

1 Day into a new reboot. I didn't watch P, but I did MO. I'm feeling ok and back to making progress. Stay strong everyone :)

9 days. I had a few moments today where I almost gave in, but I kept my determination up and I will keep my counter up. I'm proud of myself.

8 days free? That's officially my longest streak since I joined the forums! Working towards bumping that number up but I am proud of it :)

1 week free for the first time in a year!

Halfway to my first goal of a week!

Feeling much better today and starting to get my confidence back!