GTR900

whenever you have the urge to fap remember two things (as commonly advised before) : 1. it shall pass 2. remember how bad you felt last time

day 3 completed

emotional suppression ruined my life, in the other news it's day 2

standing at the end of final masquerade :(

had to reset my counter 3rd time in a row, not going so well

should sleep soon to avoid messing up

keep failing at night, send me blessing so i can survive tonight

feeling much better after taking a bath

relapsed last night after exactly 21 days again, not feeling bad but could have been avoided if i didn't open porn

2 weeks not bad

i keep questioning myself if it is really my fault or these brainwashing psychiatry drugs are ruining my life

i need to stop being too hard on myslef

today i completed 1 week

hunger is out of control today, ate twice in huge amount and it's barely lunch time still hungry

doing productive things really makes you have your own value and fun, being busy making youtube videos is a good distraction from PMO tbh

day 3, feeling slightly energetic

survived last night so day 2

feeling better after having a day nap

ahh... those pathetic feelings of guilt everytime you relapse

everytime certain no. of days pass i always think i got it then i get loose