_Rasha_

Fapstronaut, Female, 22

Still going strongly, but sth happened yesterday and I'm feeling blue ever since. I was one of the unluckiest people on earth to have been.. Apr 10, 2024

_Rasha_ was last seen:: Apr 29, 2024 at 4:35 PM

1. _Rasha_
  Still going strongly, but sth happened yesterday and I'm feeling blue ever since. I was one of the unluckiest people on earth to have been..
  
  Apr 10, 2024
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  3. Orphan
    I'm so sorry, Rasha. :( You must have a lot to deal with. I hope you're okay. For what it's worth, I'm sending you good thoughts and best wishes. Take care.
    
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  4. _Rasha_
    aw don't be sorry. That's very nice of you I appreciate your understanding and good wishes
    
    Apr 11, 2024
    
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  5. silex_jedi
    lucky people can be s*** too. may you find your way.
    
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2. One Eyed Owl
  Thanks I don't think my alerts are going to be the same.
  
  Apr 4, 2024
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  2. _Rasha_
    lol will be glad to make it happen again
    
    Apr 5, 2024
    
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3. _Rasha_
  Relapse again. I think this might be the last in the f series of relapses recently. for 2 reasons. 1 I'm feeling better. 2 I'm busier... :(
  
  Apr 3, 2024
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  3. Heypleasehelpme
    Fasting will help much faster in dealing with urges and healing.
    
    Apr 4, 2024
    
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  4. Dying Light
    Relapsing is not a solution. Just stay away from the triggers or the causes of them. Slow down. Take one day at a time.
    
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  5. _Rasha_
    @Orphan thanks buddy
    @Heypleasehelpme it does, but I realized I need reasons more than that to stop bcs it was getting worse
    @Dying Light yeah thanks, exactly what I was trying to do, block out the triggers!
    
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4. _Rasha_
  Relapse. But things are finally moving forward. Yk, I keep thinking God isn't actually a thing. But if he is, I hope he really helps, REALLY
  
  Apr 1, 2024
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  2. Orphan
    Sorry to hear about the reset, but glad you are so positive about things moving forward. Wishing you all the best, take care. :)
    
    Apr 1, 2024
    
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  3. _Rasha_
    @Orphan Thanks buddy. All the best for you as well :)
    
    Apr 3, 2024
    
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5. _Rasha_
  My bf is S**chatting with me all the time :/ (probably not, but It feels like it) & It's not helping. Can't tell him to stop tho
  
  Mar 29, 2024
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  2. Orphan
    That's really difficult. I hope it all works out. Rooting for you.
    
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    @Orphan Aw thanks I appreciate that
    
    Apr 1, 2024
    
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6. _Rasha_
  I really gotta do something about my life, roll up the sleeves and do something
  
  Mar 8, 2024
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  2. Sisyphus1
    Small steps. Build a strong foundation bit by bit. You can't change your life in a day
    
    Mar 8, 2024
    
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  3. _Rasha_
    @Sisyphus1 yeah thanks, I'm working on it
    
    Apr 1, 2024
    
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7. _Rasha_
  (mostly self-talk, u can pass)I'm shy, self centered, insecure, get offended easily, no self-esteem, can't talk, super jealous, depressed
  
  Mar 6, 2024
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  3. Khufu
    for a month or a week they do this an the jar of water or what ever that recieved the negative was gross looking, poluted, fungus, but the positive nothing really happened to it, looks fresher,
    
    Mar 17, 2024
    
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  4. Khufu
    but i know negative self talk to ourselves does something to our blood. also positive talk,im aware of this thats why im trying to figure out how to think an feel positive again
    
    Mar 17, 2024
    
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  5. +TenPercent
    I am most of those things, too. Especially insecure and super jealous.
    
    Apr 1, 2024
    
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8. _Rasha_
  37 days to 0. Relapse. I wish I'd seen the day count before it happened. Although it'd probably not help that much, but maybe...
  
  Mar 5, 2024
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  2. +TenPercent
    37 days is amazing! If you did it once ever 37 days, that would only be 10x a year. Not bad!
    Now, get up, and do it again.
    
    Mar 5, 2024
    
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  3. _Rasha_
    @+TenPercent thanks buddy I appreciate you
    
    Mar 6, 2024
    
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9. _Rasha_
  First kiss. It wasn't over anything special but it was special in nature. Now I get why it's such a big deal. The first really is sth else.
  
  Feb 26, 2024
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  3. Toni7
    :)
    
    Feb 28, 2024
    
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  4. Khufu
    Do you light up when he enters your perimeter
    
    Feb 28, 2024
    
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  5. _Rasha_
    @Khufu well yeah, and even when he isn't. His whole existence is a source of happiness.
    
    Mar 1, 2024
    
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10. _Rasha_
  27 days. I hadn't checked the day count at all and it has served me well. I just check it when I wanna remind myself it's a waste to relapse
  
  Feb 24, 2024
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11. _Rasha_
  I'm having thoughts again. Triggered by conversation, internet posts and pictures. I kinda handled it yesterday & today. I'll try my best.
  
  Feb 22, 2024
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  3. Khufu
    Hang in there girl
    
    Feb 22, 2024
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Talk to people. Take a walk. It feels insurmountable, but it will pass. You can get through this!
    
    Feb 22, 2024
    
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  5. _Rasha_
    Thanks guys, it's getting better. @Khufu @+TenPercent
    
    Feb 24, 2024
    
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12. _Rasha_
  So, we bought a smart watch and wireless headset with my boyfriend for valentine's and each of us paid half the price. then we spent-
  
  Feb 15, 2024
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  2. _Rasha_
    -an hour figuring out how they worked, which led to figuring out we're both idiots. That was fun. Then we had pizza, wasted some more time, and went home. A really great day
    
    Feb 15, 2024
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    That sounds like a happy Valentine's Day, doing thing together and having a shared experience. :)
    
    Feb 15, 2024
    
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    @+TenPercent Oh yeah, it was. Hope you had a great day as well
    
    Feb 16, 2024
    
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13. _Rasha_
  Valentine's is comiiiiing! Did you all get gifts for your loved ones? Also, my exam yesterday went pretty well, yay
  
  Feb 13, 2024
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  2. Khufu
    I had a final examine this morning an I passed decently :) so much fun right ;)
    
    Feb 13, 2024
    
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  3. _Rasha_
    good for you! @Khufu
    The exam I was talking about was virtual, so I cheated with a bunch of friends. It's always fun. And it wasn't an important subject so It's not gonna be a problem later
    
    Feb 15, 2024
    
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  4. Khufu
    I under stand lol
    
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14. _Rasha_
  12 days. Another tiny success. This streak is easier than the last one. I shouldn't get too proud tho, the harder tests are yet to come.
  
  Feb 9, 2024
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  2. +TenPercent
    Celebrate every success. Celebrate every day that you get through without P and M. Be proud and know that you will stand up to these harder test with more strength than before.
    
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  3. _Rasha_
    True, thanks for the words @+TenPercent
    
    Feb 10, 2024
    
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15. _Rasha_
  Day 4. Had a tiny breakthrough. Will try to do the same for whatever long this takes, hopefully forever
  
  Feb 1, 2024
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  3. _Rasha_
    @silex_jedi Interesting, can explain more on that?
    
    Feb 9, 2024
    
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  4. silex_jedi
    hmmm sorry for the delay... i wrote an explanation in THIS post i couldn't be more concise >>> https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/1-0-0-episode-iii-the-path-to-two-hundred.347592/page-12#post-3745298
    
    Feb 11, 2024
    
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  5. _Rasha_
    thank yooou @silex_jedi
    
    Feb 11, 2024
    
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16. _Rasha_
  Reached about 20 days. Relapse. next time, won't think about it, or read about it, will just come here hoping someone is available to...
  
  Jan 29, 2024
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  3. Dying Light
    20 days isn't bad. You shouldn't be discouraged. Try building up another streak. Now u feel low in confidence, but after few days u will regain it back. I have gone through this many times relapse after 15 days. Not look back and be careful for the chaser effect. It is the reason that people keep relapsing. They can't get the old p memories out of mind. Look at your weakness.
    
    Jan 29, 2024
    
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  4. Dying Light
    Beware of what type of thing made you relapse and try to avoid that. Every person has a particular weakness.
    
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  5. _Rasha_
    I'm not discouraged at all @Mr. Cooler . Thanks for your advice, It's absolutely right, getting the old memories out is hard. I just posted a long analysis of the situation lol
    
    Jan 29, 2024
    
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17. _Rasha_
  9 days. Life is slowly going in a direction I may like. hopefully,
  
  Jan 15, 2024
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  2. Dying Light
    Keep going...
    
    Jan 15, 2024
    
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18. _Rasha_
  Somewhat proudly, I announce, day 1. Wish me luck, you, who read this, I have an exam. It's tomorrow and I'm only at the beginning.
  
  Jan 6, 2024
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  2. Dying Light
    Keep going and good luck, try making a seven..
    
    Jan 6, 2024
    
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19. _Rasha_
  day 0.I just saw someone going +500 days. wtf. forget the number, I'm just wondering how they still consistently visited the website as well
  
  Jan 5, 2024
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20. _Rasha_
  Look at this, I'm only coming back when relapsing. Whatever, day 0. I didn't even resist, like even a little
  
  Jan 4, 2024
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  3. PeaceOnEarth108
    Good that you've come back :)
    
    Jan 4, 2024
    
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  4. _Rasha_
    @Toni7 hey dude. you too. It's fine,I just need to get back to being busy and learn how to manage depression
    
    Jan 5, 2024
    
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  5. _Rasha_
    @PeaceOnEarth108 thanks man, if there's one upside to it, this is it. you guys are great here
    
    Jan 5, 2024
    
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