Khufu

:o

:'(

The other part is to know where you want to go...

I don't know that part yet :+/

You need to develop that.
What is your desire for life?

Everyone is scared of me an thinks I'm always pissed off,which I'm not ,but people's reactions to my substantial energy is annoying

As a teen I lived in full house, shared rooms,I always lived where I had no privacy to pmo so I had that going for me

That was kind of you.

what i miss about my old resturant job is the customers, majority of them were elders , some had life threatening illnesses but for some reason they woke up, got on the seniors transit bus ,made theyre way to our resturant for the warm cooked food

they would say they are at severe stage of cancer they struggled to eat food but for some reason they were able to eat the food i cooked an directed others how to cook it,

Nice! I was listening to horror stories before bedtime last night.

i mostly listen to glitch in the matrix audio stories on youtube, gets my pulse racing when it should be down time an getting ready to sleep

Traffic becomes more aggressive, people I work with start picking on me,giving me hard time

I'm sorry you're going through that

Thanks sheeps

if you fail, i know it takes time to recover from it an recuperate but again, you have plenty of time to do that an retry another dream

But there is no guarantee of a long life. Every moment is a precious, which is why we shouldn’t waste any time on PMO.

True. The same thing is happening to me.

The good thing is our bodies constantly heal themselves daily, so stick to no pmo heal

Was chatting with co worker she showed me video of her visiting an old abandoned mansion I was like sweet

She told me the coordinates I ask if it would be spooky if I visited it at night she said it's already spooky in daylight

Found a sweet video editor ,

Let's just say 2012, because before 2012 everyone thought the world would end ,i

It could've ended but we don't remember, thus nofap part of the new start

We always think the world is ending. I remember the Y2K freakouts.

I find this ritual helps as my mind doesn't like work so it avoids relapse more

I'd like to see the Yonaguni Pyramid one day

At least it's been 20 hrs since last relapse I well not relapse

On a positive note, you spent your day relaxing and did not relapse. Congrats.

Seems I feel the negatives more then the positives I forget they r there

:0... *-* thanks again!

W Rizz

:D

I think whenever life energy becomes lowered its like that. This also happens to me too, I also get acne, become agitated easier, things that angry me stick longer, my joints crack more ,etc very interesting

I know that feeling. O too many times, and next time I'm in my car, my vision is blurry and I'm driving like I'm drunk

I'd get that blurry vision checked friend your worrying me

Almost got hit again by a female in a Yaris then five minutes later by other female in a Yaris :(

Thank you for the shower of likes! I appreciate your encouragement. :)

;)

In this dark silence I heard whispers of people thou I could not see them I still walked

They whispered " who is he" " were did he come from ? Does he know the way out ,? He came from the light is he here to help us?

I eventually found my way out , but with flocks of others experiencing he same struggle, don't focus on the darkness around u focus on the light within you