tired of fighting

I've come to realize I don't like myself, for the ways I keep making mistakes and falling into temptation and sin. I beat myself up over little things. I mean, I feel I've been struggling for too long. It's my fault, and I hate I'm not like the other guys thay can "man up" and overcome this. I...

I let my desires and thoughts of intimacy linger because I get pleasure from touching myself and edging. I won't play victim anymore, I have the power to stop but I'm stupid and choose to fall into temptation. I hate my desires, but I follow them because they make me feel good. I'm need to...

I don't get it. My streaks are long at 3 weeks to 2 months, but I haven't been able to go 90 days. I'm really disappointed... I work. go to class, and work around the house. I have no free time other than sleeping. I don't understand... I know loneliness may be a factor, but I'm starting to...

I'm really starting to hate myself, and I know this is all my fault. No one to blame but myself. I'm angry, ashamed and embarrassed, especially when I had to explain to my mother why I was unproductive this weekend. I was doing really good and thought I was free of this, then it feels my libido...

In the latter half of this year I've been feeling like no one understands me. This isn't in a self-pity type way, and I know this isn't necessarily true, but it has been the leading cause of my relapses. I enjoy being alone and have gotten quite used to it. I don't mind being around people but...

I'm really sick and tired of my libido given I don't want to indulge in it. For me it's not as much as a p*rn issue as it is an imagination/fantasy problem. I understand this is common given my age (19), and it probably doesn't help that I'm stressed most times and always...

Blessings u guys…. Lately I feel like I hit A reset after fapping 3 times in one sitting been giving in for so long I had A streak of 5 months no pmo buh jus recently last week I fapped and now I’m struggling with huge anxiety , weak legs , my balance is off, head tension , brain weird feeling...

TL;DR: I’m simply hopeless and there’s no cure for my case Hello, what I will write right now is basically a manifesto and conclusion of my personal failures, so sorry if it’s going to be long. Guys, I’ve been battling this addiction for two years now, I’ve been addicted for eight years...

I am so depressed today, I am so sorry for what I did, I wish I could take back the last 18 months of destruction and replace it with all the love and care I do have for my partner. I was so blinded by the addiction that I pushed the 1 person so far that I feel like he has given up on me. I...

Hi, My name is John and I have been stuck in the same porn cycle since 8th grade. It is my senoir year and I want to go onto my life without porn and have the same motivation I had before I started porn. Please help me reach the golden standard of 90 days so I can rebuild my social confidance...