[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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  1. antn

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    I think the big lesson here is that you have started noticing this is happening. Which is a huge step! Being more conscious is the road to understanding and improvement. Good luck!
     
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  3. Anew2019

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    2 days. I am reading "The Philosophy of Tolkien, the World View Behind the Lord of the Rings." by Peter Kreeft. I have been seeing that my addiction to PMO has much to do with power. It is true. This is a quote by Kierkegaard in the book. "If I had a humble servant who, when I asked him for a glass of water, brought me instead the world's costiest wines blended in a chalice, I would fire him, to teach him that true pleasure consists in getting my own way." That is so true. PMO is so about getting my own way. I also feel powerful when acting out. I just thought of this. Putting on the ring of power makes a person invisible in The Lord of The Rings. The same thing happens when I act out. I have power over the women in the videos because they can't see me. The paradox is that this exercise of power makes me powerless.

    I imagined making it to 2 weeks yesterday. I started on the path to where temptation would start. I realized that it is my hunger for power that made me want to make it to two weeks. I would be powerful if I did. I quickly told myself that I do not want power or control. I repeated it a few times and it put me into a nice peaceful state of mind.
     
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  7. Meerkat

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    OK, it's a bit disappointing. I relapsed and have to go back to day 0.
     
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  8. Srisurya

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    Day 59/90 Successful. Cheers Guys.
     
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  9. Merdock51

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    Day 9, 10% of the way
     
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  10. Date started: Jan 25, 2019
    Day 150/153 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102)
    Day 51/90 consecutive no PM
    Day 153 no alcohol or caffeine
    Day 38 of weight training
    - no urges and feeling strong in my resolve to not PMO
    - our holiday is going good and had great sex this morning with the wife at the resort
    - good start on day one of our second honeymoon
     
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    Day 3/90 hope the best guys
     
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    Day2/90
     
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  13. Iamamasterpiece

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  14. Pensfan

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    Going on day 3!!!
     
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  15. Mr.Anka

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  16. Hadocken

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    Day 16 check in. :)
     
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  17. MWM89

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    Day 0. I truly cannot watch porn without getting an escort. It also occurred to me that I am re-traumatizing or abusing myself every time I watch porn. It just creates this vicious cycle...
     
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  18. Iamamasterpiece

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    Hi bro. I believe you can do it. I trust on you bro. Together we will leave this addiction shit behind, towards healthier and bright future.
     
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