Day 63. Really struggling with some unrelated personal/family issues right now. Some days are a real struggle. I'm just trying to find some inner peace to help get through my problems right now, and hoping for better days down the road. One thing I know for sure is that escaping into PMO or drinking or other self-destructive behaviors is NOT an answer. Sometimes you just have to get through the really tough days, weeks, even months. Thank you for your support here guys. Just knowing I'm not alone helps since absolutely no one in my daily life knows what I'm really going through. Stay strong, friends.
Ughh.. urges were insane and I failed. Starting again 0/90. Lessons learned, more control moving forward
I just completed 30 day challenge today. Straight jumping to 90 I think I can do it. I am in day 0/30.
64 days. Last few days have been emotionally exhausting and hurtful due to family issues. Feeling really down and beyond frustrated. But I'm trying to use it as an opportunity to build more inner strength and resilience. We can't always change what's happening around us, but we can control how we react to it. Today I will find a way to take some positive actions, even if it's just something small.
Current Challenge 5/90 (ends Mar 23) 303/337 Good Days (ave. relapse every 10 days, a huge improvement) Day 111 weight training (M, W, F) Day 43 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar Longest streaks 67 then 51 (4 years later) - same shit, different day, all good with no urges or triggers - brother Fredi
I went for 10 days and then had a relapse, being super charged. anyway, I’m back and currently on 3/90.
I hear you, man. I’ve been going through some tough times myself and the desire to escape into porn is back with a vengeance. But we will not!
