today i felt an strong urge i felt it and suddenly i shouted no no no approx 30 times in my mind then i just left my bed...i win
So... yesterday I had a massive urge. I was studying and it hit me all of a sudden, a certain scene was popping in my head and I couldn't get rid of it...Thank god that I installed k9 protection cause I started to google for that Pornstar that came in my head. I haven't seen any explicit photos or anything because of that anti porn block so I hope that it doesn't count as a relapse. I closed my Laptop, got up, layed on my bed and had these cravings. I felt like a dopehead who just wants his drug back... Kind of weird when I think about it. But I made it through the day!! Brothers it was tough as hell and I certainly wanted to give up. Remember: it may suck now, to crave for PMO and to feel the urge. However, potential bliss is waiting for us on the other side! And for me, that was way more tempting. So Day 7 it is, feeling better and stronger than yesterday. I wish everyone here an awesome day, let's crush it.
Day 3/90 going well. Trying to study but brain becoming too much foggy. Mind getting blank while studying. Took some rest. I will resume again. Feeling sleepy and tired. I need to go to gym in few hours. Cheers guys.
os primeiros dias são terríveis. Tive iniciar do zero. Parece o vício vem mais forte. Quando queremos dar um basta nele.
Day2/90 ended today.. I don't know why my heart beats are rising while I write this. .. There's lot to go further and I will achieve it yeah! !
I know that i am an idiot but I really had decided to have a new grip on life so I will never masturbate again and I will live good btw day 0