Does anyone know why I feel this?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Pathofsuccess_1, Oct 24, 2021.

  1. Pathofsuccess_1

    Pathofsuccess_1 Fapstronaut

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    I relapsed yesterday, there’s something called camsites, it’s where you can basically tell the girl what to do and control everything and flirt.

    it sucks, I’ve been on nofap for a while and when I relapse on just pmo, my brain feels the usual sluggish depressed anxious way that comes with relapse, when I watch these camsites, they release so much dopamine it’s unbelievable, and I end up feeling an extreme pressure in my head and brain fog soon after, way worse than regular porn. I also look and feel horrible for a couple days after too.

    does anyone know why I feel this way after camsites?
     
  2. Just know it’s a bad sign. Stay away from cam sites at all costs.

    At.

    All.

    Costs.

    Forbid yourself from that. It will help you tremendously.

    I also have a question. Are you a religious person?
     
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    Pathofsuccess_1 Fapstronaut

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    Yes, I am religious.

    and also while we’re on it, do you have experience with these sites?

    If porn is considered bad for the brain, I would say camsites x10 that.

    I first looked at them in April, used for 5 days and literally got withdrawal symptoms, just after that short time. I said f those sites and didn’t use for 25 days, I used again and it became a weekly thing (I didn’t let it go daily because I knew the danger just from the start)

    I started going without camsites a lot more, I’ve visited them 4 times since june.

    I don’t know why, but I went on one last night. I regret it.

    head pressure like you wouldn’t believe and it kinda feels like I took 5 edibles and drank a whole bottle of henny (only reference I can give for the feeling)

    these sites are terrible. Porn is one thing, but I think these sites should be illegal. Period.
     
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  4. Akbarmagnus

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    man gotta eat...
     
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  5. I personally don’t have any experience with these sites. I’m glad I don’t, from what your describing I would be in a terrible position right now if I had used them. I’ll make sure to stay away from them.

    The reason I asked if your religious is because I’ve found that actually taking time out of your day to pray helps tremendously.
     
  6. Pathofsuccess_1

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    Definitely, I’m going to start praying more for sure, I’ve been successful and gotten very long streaks as well when I’ve prayed.

    And I’m glad you never have been to camsites. Don’t ever. And pass that on to anyone you can. Nothing good comes of it.

    This streak I’m going to pray and surrender this addiction to god. (The higher power I believe in)
     
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    Turn them off. Turn them off. It got quiet did it? Camsites are porn subs and that will impact on mental health.
     
  8. I_Am_Strong_54

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    I had a serious problem with cam sites and tried quitting them many times with many failures. I took the following steps almost 2 months ago and thankfully have never been back:

    1. Change your password to some sort of jibberish you will never remember.
    2. Change the e-mail on the account to some sort of jibberish, so even if you click the "forgot password" link you won't receive the link to reset your password.
    I will admit there is an easy work around and that would be to just create a new account, but for me that is part of my recovery process and not create that new account. Plus I have found that I like having the money I spent on cam sites a lot more when it is in my bank account.
     
  9. Pathofsuccess_1

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    I agree. I actually consider camsites not only a p sub, but for more personally they are far worse than porn. Of course I plan to never use any form of artificial sexually stimulation of any form ever again and that’s my goal.
     
  10. Neon Light

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    Remember they are just trying to sell... Just trying to earn money on your weakness. Which you shouldn’t....
     
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    I must admit it happened to me the same about prayer... Everytime i use prayer to help me in nofap it ussually makes me have long streaks. To be honestlly i think my long streaks was when i was using prayers specific to this intention, to get detoxified about nofap.
     
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    in the days after indulging in camsites for extended periods of time did you also have intense brain fog and head pressure as well?
     
  13. I_Am_Strong_54

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    I never had anything like that after visiting cam sites. The only 2 things I had were:
    1. A feeling of disgust with myself.
    2. A credit card bill to pay.
     
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