I challenge you to write one reason each day regarding why you wan to quit pmo.also a daily journal.

Beginning of day 37

Unless I broke my streak (other thread posted on this website to be judged by our peers)

I don't know I'm exhausted. I did to much this week and now I have a day off. I do not care about anything. That is my reason for not using porn today. It is way to much effort. Firstly I gotta think about what I want to see, secondly I got to go to the website, thirdly I have to take off my pants (omg really? thats way to much work) then I have to get up to clean myself up. That is a whole process that I am just not wishing to engage in it is way to much work.

I am going to take a shower and at some point I may possibly buy some food.

My entire body needs a break.

Hopefully I do some reading today.

Cheers.

 

Beginning of day 39.

So we all know the NSA, CIA and other secret service agencies are constantly watching the data we provide to the internet. I wonder if any of those people watches the drama of our lives like we watch the drama shows on Netflix. I wonder if any of my internet ramblings have lead them to tears or anger. I wonder if I've made any of those spies sit on the edge of their seat on a total cliffhanger while they have watched the drama in my Facebook conversations or text messages. I betcha one of those spies is named Charlie. Hi Charlie! How ya doin?

I wish government funding would go towards something useful like schools or hospitals.

I don't know. I'm a human with human impulses. I'm fine with my humanity and who I am. So long as my needs of sexual self-expression and desires stay ethical and legal then I can live with myself.

Reason for not looking at porn today? Because seriously all the images of all the humans I've sen on the internet are still flooded in my brain and I want them gone. The only way for them to leave is if I don't go to porn sites to find them. I want those images replaced with real humans and real love. I dream of a day when I am actually into somebody and I passionately think about that person instead of some random pictures or videos of somebody else on the internet.

I hope y'all have a nice day.

 

Beginning of day 40.

I feel like shit and want a day off.

Also because of the whole COVID-19 thing I am not sure if I feel like shit or I feel like shit and these are real symptoms that I need to deal with and I can't be in the community until I'm tested.

Ugh - reason for not using porn today?

Because I rather lay on my bed then sit up look at my computer screen and find some cheeky websites.

 

Beginning of day 41.

Reason for not using porn?

I'm to sad and it will make me feel worse.

Have a nice day y'all.

 

I want to have a normal life, a wife and children and happiness. I don’t want my life to just be fapping in front of a screen.

 

Beginning of day 42 -

Friendly reminder for why I have gotten THIS far. Its because the goal for me is no porn websites. That leaves my imagination and my ability to self-pleasure an option.

However, I must say its very easy to over indulged when I'm stressed out, lonely, anxious or just everything is going to shit.

I don't want to bore y'all with a sad tale. However my life isn't going well at the moment.

Well its time for me to start building the rocket ship. Which means I'm presently on the market for rocket fuel and a machine that can convert the vacuum of space into fried chicken for the long journey off this planet and into another galaxy.

 

Beginning of day 43.

The space ship is still not complete. Government won't give me funding to hire engineers and YouTube has limited videos on how to build a light speed nuclear reactor core engine.

Goal of the day - get Harvard and Yale's best professors of astrophysics, nuclear science and philosophy to quit their day jobs and come help me with the theoretical knowledge of space travel so that I am well prepared for the years I'll spend in space and self-rescue techniques for when I'm sucked into a black hole.

Reason for not looking at porn today? Because i'm pretty much in the habit of not going to porn sites now. So thats nice.

 

Day 13 no PMO. Doing it for my family and wife. They deserve a much better me than they have had. I let PMO ruin my marriage. I have a hot gorgeous wife who is crazy for me and has held on this long. No PMO is worth losing someone so special. That is why I'm doing it.

 

Hi, this is my first day of trying to quit porn. I really hope to achieve this goal in few months. If you could advise me of anything that would help plz do so. thnx everyone

 

Hey there.

For me, I have decided that I have no problems with self-pleasure. Although I do admit its super easy to have to much self-pleasure and I'm more inclined to indulged more if I'm anxious or stressed or whatever. Maybe there are better coping strategies. I know some of my favourite are getting outside, meditation, and exercise. However, for me I feel that scientists and sexual therapists and a bunch of other people with fancy degrees have pretty much said self-pleasure is good just don't do it to unethical things such as porn. Maybe I'm wrong. I have no idea.

Anyways my major success (so far) has been not going to four websites I used to visit for porn. I think part of it is just breaking the habit. For example, I can type as fast as I think and first thing in the morning I would just google "today I want to see this human doing this sexual thing" and boom there it was - so easy right? And I just put more self-awareness into my habits. Another one for me I often mix up hunger and sexual desire. So its like - just eat food and it will be better. Honestly - I replaced the habit of "I want to see humans doing unspeakable things" (sorry watching Derry Girls on Netflix there is a lot of Catholic guilt) with going to this website first thing in the morning.

I don't know, point is that I have no idea what I'm doing and I have no clue how I'm still alive.

 

Just a note - maybe phrase it as why you have quit porn instead of wanting to.

Ok reason is I don't want anything manipulating my mind, including self deception.

 

This is my second day and I feel some anxiety but I will keep trying and going until I'm free from this.

 

Beginning of day 44 -

*place profound thoughts here*

*place quote from iconic and well respected leader of humanity here*

*motivational poster here*

 

Beginning of day 45.

I will not ruin my day streak. I will not come back to this site on day one all full of guilt and shame a lack of self-worth.

 

Day 3 no PMO. Doing it to have normal life and better future as a health professional. I was able to manage yesterday though I had a strong desire to watch some PMO. I'm thinking of watching a documentary movie before I sleep. Have a nice evening y'all