Hey guys, this is the only place where I can feel I can vent so here goes... I'm a 20 year old male that has started dating a girl last week that is 17. We met at bowling coaching so we've known eachother for about a year since I'm still quite new to the sport. I don't get to see her very often though now that coaching has finished. But we still catch up occasionally even though she is quite busy with school and other things. For some reason the last few times we've met up at events, things have sparked and we started talking and messaging heaps and even playing online games together. Then we finally started dating. Everything about her is so real and she is down to earth. And even though to beauty standards, she isn't the 'ideal body type' I just see her even more beautiful inside and out. Problem is since we've been dating, my feelings for her went from being just a little interested to real very quickly but I'm not feeling much back. She's become very short with her replies and it feels like I'm putting more effort into getting convos going or to keep them continuing. For some reason for the last 2 days it's been making me very emotional and I hate the feeling. I can't get her out of my mind and I shouldn't have to as she's my GIRLFRIEND. But it doesn't actually feel like she is. It really doesn't seem like we're talking enough at the moment. I really want to get to know her and be apart of her life and it really doesn't feel that way at the moment Another thing to add is that both of us haven't had much experience in the dating game. As she's only experienced a long distance relationship and I've only had 3 girlfriends. She did mention to me that it would be awhile for her to be ready to have 'sexy time' which I'm completely fine about and it's also convenient for me on as I'm on NoFap. But ahh man I don't know if it's the NoFap talking or not but I just really want to get to know her but I feel like there is some wall in between us at the moment. I'm really missing her and even when I'm trying to stay busy, it's not taking the sadness away. I can't even look at any other girls without it feeling wrong. I'm just devoted to her and that's it. And I've been teary about it too which is also weird for me as it takes a lot for me to get sad. It's very unusual for me to have these intense feelings. Please help guys I'm not usually this emotional. Is this a NoFap thing?