Lately I have been masturbating and watching porn a lot. I also feel like I am losing my friends. I haven’t had much luck with ladies. I don’t know why I have been losing these battles. My friends say I am much more angrier I don’t what it is, I have felt much anger but I have felt distancing between us. I only know right now I’m just facing a battle, but the war is still to be won. I feel like I’m going to spend the rest of this week on my own and reflect. What do you all do during these times? How can I regrows these relationships? How can I get ladies to want to be around me more? How can I win the next battle and challenge?