I am not sure I can bear this anymore. I am 7 months pornfree. MOd twice around day 100 and 110 to alleviate the symptoms. Didn't help. My struggle: Depersonalization, anxiety, depression, dizziness/lightheaded, fatigue and weak muscles, tight jaw and neck, pain in my mouth in gums, teeth hurt, I feel constantly heated like I burn from the inside (body temperature is normal), my digestion is like crap, disgusting taste in my mouth, no concentration, I can not think anymore and feel like my IQ is below 50, runny nose and sneezing, insomnia (waking up at night), shaking, nausea, frequent urination, blurry vision, eye floaters, joint pain. I HAVE EVERY WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOM I HAVE EVER SEEN ON THE FORUMS. I am 27 and an economics student. I moved in with my parents to save some money until I finish my degree. I was about to start my masters thesis in october 2016. 7 months ago all the above listed crap came over me. All doctors checked me and say I'm fine. My life is going down the drain. My parents don't understand what is happening with me becuase no doctors found anything. I can not move out because I can not function alone. I can not even drive a car because of the extreme dizziness. I can't tell my parents why this is happening. I can not study at all because I have no concentration. I don't enjoy the company of people because of my pain. I am stuck here with my parents who try to cheer me up and make me beeing active but I feel constantly like crap. I can't tell my friends why this is happening. I experience intense physical pain in my mouth and teeth every day (nothing wrong with my teeth). I am doing everything to get better from working out to cold showers, perfect diet, meeting with people, taking supplements, running, beeing in the sun. EVERYTHING. But within 7 months I went from feeling 1 on a scale of 1-10 to 2. I don't know what to do. Nobody understands why I am not getting better/getting better so slowly. People start telling me it is all in my head. I talked to a therapist, but I don't need it. It is useless in my everyday life. I can abstain from porn forever. I feel just sick. I want to study, do sports, meet people - simply live life. But I can't because of the misery I brought over myself. I received a lot of help from this forum, but this does not change the circumstances. People on forums told me to research supplements or visit other doctors, to read about adrenal fatigue and all this crap. This will take years. There are no doctors who know about this. The health insurance is very good but it covers normal MDs. There is tons of information and I tried many supplements but nothing helps. Every fuckin' doctor checked me. I have met people on the forums who feel shit after a year or more. What if this takes YEARS to heal? I am a prisoner in my own hurting body. Utterly useless piece of flesh. I bet no fuckin' antidepressant pill can fix my pain. I know I posted a few weeks ago, but I need advice what to do with my life. All I can do is play stupid video games or watch TV - and I don't want this empty pleasure. Or play some guitar, which I don't enjoy anymore. In 5 years all my friends will be having children, friends and I will be still recovering from depersonalization to feel like the person I have been for 27 years. Then another 5 years I will slowly recover from the pain in my teeth and gums until I don't feel like burning from inside. And then 10 years to recover from PIED to be able to make a child. I am dead weight to my parents. I want finish my degree and make them happy. My life fuckin' sucks. How can I live on?