I finally got a decent night of sleep last night thanks to the medications my doc prescribed. I didn't wake up once, I even snoozed my alarm a bit this morning. I don't think I've had a good night of sleep since D-day. I saw my therapist today and we had a good conversation. We talked about boundaries and about addictive behaviors and some of the things I can expect from him while we are working through this and beyond. I talked with her about some of the things that I had found when I went looking on his computer and how I felt like he had been lying to me about the length of time he has realized that this was a problem and how much that hurts. Even when he was trying to be up front with me he couldn't be honest with me. We talked about the timeline for disclosure, and while I think that it's wonderful that their goal is to have it done within four weeks, I don't know that I can be functional at work if I'm waiting for that bomb to drop or dealing with the fallout from that disclosure itself. I think I'm going to make myself go to the gym in a little bit. I really don't want to, but I know that my mood will improve if I go and work out. I think I might change over to Fitness Connection. They have a women's only area to work out and I think that I would be more comfortable with that. I've always been self conscious about my body, and I feel safer working out around just women.