Should i wait ?

(sorry for the bad English)Hello guys what's up, i hope you are doing well.
So guys i have a problem and i need your advice to make the right decision . I have been planning to start a YouTube channel for so long but something always stopped me from doing it . This week i finally decided to do it no matter what happens. I bought all the equipment i need, i wrote the script and shooted the footage of the gadget i wanted to review (tech channel)...nothing remaining but to film my self while talking to the camera reading the script that i wrote earlier...and i did that, i filmed the intro. After so many deleted footage trying to get the best voice tone and to look as professional as i can... And you will be surprised of how much did it take me to say a 2 line intro correctly without saying uuum every 3 or 4 words... It was very hard for some reason. After i managed to say the whole intro the way i wanted it to be said and sound. I went to the camera to check it . I realised i maybe sounded fine, but i didn't look good, i looked bad, tired, skinny, the parts under my eyes was dark due to the lack of sleeping and the random sleeping times and generally because i don't care about my diet or when i eat. I didn't want people to see me like this, i wanted to look better than this, so i i decided to not continue filming my self and i i turned off the camera. What i think i will do is eat and sleep well, no porn or masturbating, no social media for the next two weeks. I think i will go for running also and return to playing football again. I already deleted the Facbook and twitter apps from my phone to make sure i don't use them in those two weeks.
Is this right? Did i make the right decision? Or should've continued filming despite this feeling that i had ? And by the end of those 2 weeks, will i gain some weight and have a more normal healthy appearance? Appreciate your help guys and sorry again for the shitty English. Btw, how much would you rate my english skills ?

 

Yeah i hope this hobby distract me a bit from porn and masturbating... Thank you for your reply and i hope you are doing good too

 

What about gaining some weight to look healthier?

 

Well, that's a good advice. Thank you so much!