Starting a 90 day challenge today. Anyone wanna join?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Deleted Account, Jul 14, 2017.

  1. JonTableau

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    Alright!, Daily report: I'm feeling particularly triggered today. That has to do with two things: waking up later than desired, and fantasizing during that waking up late; not helpful. I noticed this especially today as I felt far more drawn to look, sexually, at women I don't know who I see in passing. That's behavior that I dislike, but which also increases within temporal proximity to the last PMO and wanes with time away. It's also a behavior which is of no advantage to me, but I feel more drawn to at certain points along recovery; namely from experience: 3-4 days out and 7-10 days out.

    Today is a challenge. I can definitely use the help of others today.

    Hope you all are staying strong[er] than this addiction!
     
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  2. Sandy2943

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    After few days itself , how many got that aw feeling!! Man it's really refreshing !!!
     
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  3. Double Lion

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  4. Survivor12

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    I wanna join in as well!!!!
     
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  5. gogoguy

    gogoguy Fapstronaut

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    Struggle got a little more real today. Also, I am able to tell that I have not "engaged" lately and starting to feel some discomfort down there. I said yesterday that I had a head cold, which today turned into a full blown summer cold. I feel like crap so I stayed home all day. That was a good/bad thing. I had the temptation to get online, but fortunately I felt bad enough that I could not. I am feeling better now, so I thought I would check here on the forum and see how everyone was doing. Honestly, knowing you guys are battling right here with me is what has given me the inspiration to not give into temptation. Thanks everyone! Keep up the fight!
     
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  6. Pmo is in the past

    Pmo is in the past Fapstronaut

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  7. WolfySupersaiyan

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  8. Sandy2943

    Sandy2943 Fapstronaut

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    Bro thank god .Even undid the same today
    Felt like it's already been 5 days why don't you try once .Suddenly I remembered and came online !!!
    We have to stop this together
     
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  9. lawalib07

    lawalib07 New Fapstronaut

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    Only lasted a day , but really want to give it a serious shot now whatever it takes
     
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  10. blackraven666

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  11. xoxo1212

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    I did a 2 month nofap twice but recently I am miserable. I'm in and wish u best of luck dude ;(
     
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  12. Human Lab-Rat

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    Steady as she goes...one day at a time brothers.

    Pls name one constructive thing you are going to do today!?! I will meditate for 20 miutes.
     
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  13. gogoguy

    gogoguy Fapstronaut

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    You can do it!
     
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  14. Ryan77

    Ryan77 Fapstronaut

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    90 days is my initial goal, so I will join.
     
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  15. Double Lion

    Double Lion Fapstronaut

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    Day 1 - Hanging in there.
     
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  17. Someguy32

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    It has been a struggle this evening. I've been trying to keep myself pre-occupied with other things. I went to the gym after work then went for a run. Cooked a nice dinner. The temptation is getting harder to resist.

    I'm going to meditate tomorrow morning - hopefully that will help focus my mind a bit!
     
  18. Double Lion

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    Think of it like working out. You have to build the muscle, then it gets easier. Stay strong.
     
  19. JohnPaulGeorgeRingo

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    Okay, I know technically marks a day zero for me. I'm not beating myself up about it at all. I want this and we are in this together. For my own sake and accountability it's important to check in here every day. So here I am, Day 0 in the rear view.
     
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  20. JonTableau

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    Relapsed today after waking up horny last night with raging urges, engaged in PM but only for 10 minutes. Often times before, this has led to me relapsing within 24 hours, and that happened this time. I'm feeling very frustrated, and disappointed in myself, but nonetheless! I go on to fight another day. I fail and may get discouraged, but do I give up? No; giving up I can't consider as an option, I know what this goal is worth to me.
     

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