THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

keep strong my friend keep strong
i dont want to be selfish jerk and boasting about my story here nor being melodramatic, but ive been fighting PMO for almost 5 year's (2 year's alone) and on 2017 i found and join NOFAP, i keep failing, failing, failing the truth was even tho im in day 70 right know i really dont know what will happen in the future, i can clearly said that this is the last time i relapse or i'm suceed beating PMO and write my story on "succes story section". that idea somehow scared me tho

the point is stop beating urself, (u already beat up by porn, dont make it worse) for this mistake you must learn from it, evaluate what's wrong, and try a new way to beat this monter

1 year's fighthing even tho u keep failing is better than being ignorant and said that Porn is normal (like today society)

u still young, u got a bright future ahead you

if i could go to past time and see that my 16 year's old me fighting porn even tho he's relapse, i will hug him and cry,,, proud that he choose the right way

dont be like us (the older generation that being destroyed by porn)

you must become a light that illuminate your generation, the alpha male... the one who's not slaved by porn


i hope ur great succees my friend








day 19 checking in

 

Last night's Super Bowl get-together with my date went very well. I felt sociable and at ease, very comfortable in my own skin. Eye contact felt effortless. I consumed zero alcohol.

I smiled; I introduced myself to several people; I engaged several people in conversation; and I actually enjoyed all of it.

My date invited me back to her place, but there was no hanky-panky or sex. She asked me to kiss her, and I told her that I'm dating other people. Brief kisses then goodbye. There were no bad feelings or vibes, and there were no triggers. I really like her and feel very comfortable with her, but I am not convinced that she's "the one."

Great night overall. I can really see some significant changes in me.

 

Well as everybody are saying, that means you are doing it right my friend, my last relapse was like this, I relapsed at day 127 but that were already a week that my mind was messing up, you've been even better in acknowledging this so that you've been able not to have a complete reset.
Much respect to you my friend

Yeah, reality sometimes sucks. I can't find better words.
You are changing it my friend, but as you stated you have a lot of messes in your life, you can't imagine how much I have in mine, and a lot of messes will not go away after a certain day of No-PMO, will go away the time we will face them. I am still struggling for my goals, because I am facing all the mess I made these years, I am facing the lack of trust in soccer for example, I messed up with so many teams that altough for this one I am giving everything and I am always the best I can, they are still waiting for the moment in which I'll screw everything up.
Same for academics, they just waiting my breaking point in which I'll come back to the person I was.
But that's not what will happen this time my friend, we are facing it.
Step by step.
With great ups but also with painful downs.
But we are not giving up this time.
Even if it is not as we would love it to be
Even if we don't have superpowers.
We are changing it, it will take time but I can promise you that if you don't give up in the end you will win
Stay strong my friend.

 

Day (1)43 checking in
The storm is coming.
But I don't know what kind of storm will be.
Maybe a bad one.
Or maybe the most beatiful I've ever seen.

 

Count me in! Be an honour to be apart of this.

 

Thanks everyone for your support !
Check in day 34

 

I believe one day We will prevail over this problem and we'll be successful.
Sorry for my bad English.

Check in day 4

 

Day 10!

 

Check in day 19.

 

Stay strong, muhagg. Be grateful for all these days, you have reached 13 days in purpose without pornography and masturbation, this is amazing, keeps in mind that so much people think that porn is normal but are not. And some people know this but do not stop, why? That's hard.

You are a monster, Espi1971! You're beating PMO cycle very well. For sure you can be grateful for this streak, you're a winner in life, you're a human who have win addiction. My most truly congratulations for you.

Amen. Stay strong PeterJL, if I can give you one single tip is keep distance from porn. I wish you the best streak of ever but relapses can happen anytime, I recommend you to keep distance from all types of porn and P-Subs, these things will just make your mind crazy, pornographic, insane. I tell you this because porn is my principal enemy.

hollyman, the older generation, like you said, have Playboy magazines, these magazines are limited, they don't have video, audio or anything like this, are just some pictures of woman, sometimes with clothes. Pornography of today is even more stronger, are video, audio, text, draws, etc. Pornography is in all places, movies, games, series, animations, in public places sometimes.

I feel now, that porn destroyed my mind, and I need to rebuild, reprogram, return to the original state. My reboot is not principally over masturbation, it's also strong these desires even if I only used M, but...

Porn killed my "normal" life. Between masturbate and watch a porn video, I prefer first, these contents are like hell to me, I can't control myself over nudity, even the most short of them, and I feel that this is a error of my being, nobody is so pervert at this point.

 

Meus parabéns Mick3y, eu vou te mandar uma mensagem privada explicando a situação.

 

Day 34
These days are the best day in my entire life of 24 years. In my whole life I didn't feel alive like I'm feeling now. I think I was in sleep and now I just wake up. Thanks to nofap and this group that pull me out of that black hole. whenever I felt demotivated I just read messages here and feel like something nice I'm doing apart from my life and thanks to 'the alpha project'that guys really share something inspiring.
I have extended my target to 90 days let's see what happens.
Nowadays I really don't intend from inside to either masturbation or to watch p.
Stay strong all of you guys.

 

congratulations Risho.

 

Thank you for sharing Spartan! Man that is awesome I'm so happy for you!

 

Glad you are still fighting. Good work!

 

This too, shall pass.

 

Congrats on a very successful evening Spartan. Well done.