You putting too much emphasis on this. I do not really care. Today I have seen that the girls are going skirts. And none of them is attractive to me. So I am good. I am hard all the time, yet not interested. If somebody can explain In short, cause I really do not put much emphasis.
OK then let's leave this topic. Me too, I have been seeing many men in shorts recently - but not feeling any animalistic urges either Spring/summer is great season anyway
Okay, I wanted to workout first thing in the morning too sister, and followed by meditation, ( Didn't think about doing it after Working out ! ), I will do that as well. Like ! Like ! Like ! XD Like ! Like ! Ran out of likes !
Try it - mind is much calmer then, at least for me. I tried meditating first thing in the morning but I am too sleepy then.
This is the attitude of a winner..... Surely you will reach your goal this time....don't underestimate yourself... You have all it take to set you free from this addiction loophole "just stick to the battle when you are hardest hit... it is when things seem worst you must never quit"
Some thoughts on forced violence on the audience . Here is my experience. When I was a kiddo 12 years ago. I was listening to Curtis Jackson and DMX. After time I have evolved just like there is porn. You start traditional, then go in more hardcore and other awful things like gay, whatsoever. I started listen to drill. Drill comes from the comparison of the drill itself like a tool for reconstruction and the sound that quick releasing guns like p-90 or mac 10 do. So basically I am shooting guns(scout, hunter gun, sniper, everything legal). But never really been violent in my life. Always have stopped fights and conflicts between others. So it is not really the thing. You are either a murderer or not.(since I am law student there is huge discussion, and many are on the opposite that you become one. Yeah probably we can murder somebody but that doesn't make you a murderer in the sense I am talking about. Though porn got worse effect . If you go to worse porn your mentally goes down. I have met people here addicted to insect porn, I never new there is such things. With all my respect, people like that have a lot of problems. And I still love the person who say that to me.
@JLID10 I came with bad news. During my absence on here, I had relapsed three times. It's a truly disgraceful act and I am truly ashamed of it.
It's okay bruh ! It's all a part of this journey ! Stop complaining about yourself ! Start once more, this time though, understand that it's for you that you're going through all of this !!
Beat the struggle. Today I have another experience to humble me. I do not understand technology and I was schooled by a professional. So I am a humble beast. The key is to have beast will. Again to say I am thankful to all of you. You are helping me a lot, and you are intelligent mf's. This addiction seems to hit intelligent, shy, introverted , though kind-hearted human beings. Stay strong.
Sad to hear that brother! Its all a part of the journey. I’m sure you will bounce back stronger, my friend. Keep going! Peace!