Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by HiddenWarrior, Apr 2, 2019.

Have you beaten your record or improved your average noPMO since joining this?

  1. Yes

    198 vote(s)
  2. No

    62 vote(s)
  1. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Interfere how?

    But you abandonship instead or your soldiers instead?

    Instead of distancing yourself, communication with your colleges would be the healthiest way to resolve an issue.
  2. Kathylystar

    Kathylystar Fapstronaut

  3. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Went 3 days then entertained a unhealthy meal with triggered me to PM immediately. I tried to stay out after eating bad; walk, be with friends and relax.

    But it didnt matter came home wanted mcdonalds and PM'd right after. There might be no way around this other than only to eat unhealthy when i have a girl around. This way i can have sex instead of PMing.
  4. Welcome back
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  5. Your right that it’ll probably never go away. I can still fight the industry though. The problem with me joining an anti sex trafficking task force is sexual abuse pisses me off. I always keep my emotional responses to a minimum, but if I saw someone getting sexually abused I’d hospitalize the abuser. I don’t trust myself with a gun near a bunch of sex traffickers. I’d need to learn how to show mercy to them if I’d want to join law enforcement. I think wanting revenge is a vice I have.
  6. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Need to channel all that anger into productivity.

    Will you go and kill sex traffickers in the night? Probably not. Lets be realistic.

    But you can learn to channel your emotions for the bigger picture of the change you want to impower. Then can go forward and actually make a change that line with your core values.
  7. Shadow™輝ツ

    Shadow™輝ツ Fapstronaut

    My Journal
  8. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Urges are high but i will still live if i dont react to them
  9. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Checking innnn.

    Where is everyone? Lol
  10. Turtleboi

    Turtleboi Fapstronaut

    Checking in for the day. This day went pretty well, but my throat is uncomfortable for the whole day for unknown reasons and it creeps me out.
  11. cr7da8055

    cr7da8055 Fapstronaut

    Checking in for the day!
    @primordial-saiyan glad to see you back. I’m happy to be an elder,but I think I’ll have to be more focused now than ever. I will be free by the end of September,where I can actually give back to this forum in many ways. Please do consider me once I’m free. Thanks a lot for the support!
  12. cr7da8055

    cr7da8055 Fapstronaut

    @primordial-saiyan hope united seal the deal in Germany this time, Sancho deal looks too uncertain,we’ve gotta look elsewhere!
  13. Got pretty close to relapse a couple seconds ago. Nothing good will come out of it. What will happen? I will have about 5 minutes of pleasure. Then a week of pain and misery. I’ll be waisting my time. PMO is a sorry excuse for pleasure. Let’s be real. You do PMO because in real life you can’t get any girls. Fuck girls. Porn has warped your mind so much that you think life is just about girls and sex. Now you think you need girls to be happy. Bullshit. There’s more to life than girls. That’s one of the things your trying to free yourself from. The cycle will just start all over again if you fail.

    Ok I’m done with my little self talk/rant here. I’m going to pray now and I’ll be back tomorrow.
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  14. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Anytime man rant onnnnn!!!

    Porn does opposite for me. I get girls, i go out meet girls but i dont give a fuck about fucking them or dating cause porn takes my sexual energy from me. Less i watch porn more i want real girls, its an uphill battle but i will get there.
  15. I reset . @The Legend of Hope @cr7da8055

    Reason why ? Yesterday at night 34 I had my first WD , of course I hate them .
    And when I had , my body was really tired I've been doing a lot of body movements, sports, workouts etc etc .
    So, I was about to bust but I still didn't cause I catch it on time and I believe it cum in the prostate .

    So, I catch myself doing stupid shit . Why I am doing this ? No logic to me, why ? After 30+ days I said in my last reset, 30 days ain't none to me . I don't miss porn, I hate being full . Very unnatural to me . Sperm is no looking good . So, I have to stop indulging in the idea of Semen retention . It ain't right to me and I am lying to myself .

    I am not feeling cool coming before doing my thing on a reset .
    But the reason I came is, because I promised to HOPE that I will come if reset happens .

    I don't no what to do now . I have to much work, I am constantly on the books . I find no interested in P, neither in SR though, neither in M . I cannot have woman, cause I am investing all I have in me . So things are not good at all (like a vision, like sexual release )

    In other cases, I feel amazing . The effect is more placebo . It's the mindset that make it do it, it ain't the counter .

    Hard work and dedication,
    cheers .
  16. I reset as well. Almost edged and that's too much for me. I hate it. I can't take this as win.
    The same goes for me. I have don't have any good way to get some dopamine. I also hate how I am complaining about this.
    I really hate all of this. How could I fall this far. How could I become an addict... I am just disappointed that I didn't make it yet.
    Being still here... If I am that strong then why don't I win against all of you. NO! I AM NOT AN ADDICT. THEREFORE, I DON'T USE PMO ANYMORE. ONLY ADDICTS DO THAT. SO FUCK PMO.
    I have a goal, therefore I will do my work to get there.
    I challenge you again @Leader of ME
    I even feel the fear rising by just typing these words... but it's alright. It's just an emotion.. it's not real.
    From now, you won't win against me anymore. None will. ONLY ADDICTS USE PORN!
    This right here is my favorite ability. The harder I get hit the stronger I get.
    I am afraid. But this is alright. I don't feel like I can do this without suffering a lot. But this is alright. If that is the price I need to pay it's alright. I can take it. Why? Because I am the Legend of Hope
  17. Let's go the distance again .

    I will again come in if something bad happens, if not will come when I finish my mark and then set the next .

    Wish you find the proper way .
  18. I will do the same.
    Do your best. Because nothing else is enough.
  19. Turtleboi

    Turtleboi Fapstronaut

    Checking in for the day. My throat is better now, and this day still went okay, especially for a Friday. Feeling a little accomplished today since my work turned out rather well.

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