Hold on bro last time I got that tracer effect it lingered for two days . I just realized that I haven't watched Netflix for the last month !!! I guess it is because of so many movies there are filled with triggers and influencing you in many other ways for i guess we ,like monkeys tend to mimic movie stars reactions and responses to certain situations which are not always healthy and can lead us into troubles.
The question is what do you prefer ? If every solid day can be counted like a small gold coin and days faked as a brass coin so what will be the value of collection ? What will change in persons life if he has accumulated a lot of fake days and feels/sees no real changes in his life compared to the starting time?
Day 28, Moving along and staying very active. Took a rest day from running which is nice and might go for another tomorrow before Saturday's big run. Stay safe Fellowship (for those in the States) with the cold weather pushing in over the weekend!
Checking in as promised, on my way to bed. Stuck to my plan and had a great day overall, and as expected the urges subsided after my breathing routine. Night y'all!
Day 66 Paddeling down the river, I cross The Gates of Argonath, The Pillars of Kings. Stay strong brothers!
Regrettably I relapsed. Even actively edging or peeking ill consider relapsing. So Day 0 once more. But i am never ever giving up. Wish you all the best!
Day 16 complete! @jaberwaki I feel that. Why must the Internet be the way that it is. Yesterday I was redirected to an image of topless women for absolutely no reason. Got the hell out of there! So. I'm in a weird place. After a good study session today I got up to move around for a bit and was having one of those really nice full-body stretches, when I had an emission. There was no PM but it felt like a mild O. I'm going to assume this doesn't count as a reset since the closest comparison I can make would be to a wet dream, even though I was wide awake??? Tell me what y'all think.
TITLE - ORC Day 2/500 Ratio-Day/Relapse= 12/61= 0.19 Longest streak - 18 Last streak - 4 Total PMO - 225 Total hours remaining - 11968 Days remaining - 498 Promise- 1 Jan 2020 Challenges completed - 1 1 DAYS - (24th Jan 2021)✓ 3 DAYS -(31st Jan 2021) 7 DAYS - 14 DAYS - 21 DAYS - 30 DAYS - 45 DAYS - 60 DAYS - 90 DAYS - 365 DAYS - 500 DAYS - I am back in the journey.
no, that´s not a problem bro. sometimes sperm appears after body stretches or strong bowel movements, maybe due to pressure over the prostate. not a problem . Keep going!!
Check-in Fellowship My brothers and sisters, after a lot of ponderation i decide to resume my journey to Mount Doom . this is because i´m feeling displaced from the Fellowship, everybody here is on the way to destroy the pmo ring, and i´m just watching the scene from afar. not feeling good about it. however i still don´t want to activate the counter since seeing the days past and ahead creates pressure on me. so i will resume my previous technique of simply registering the day of a landmark in my agenda. so when the day comes, i will post here . to the present streak, after calculation from my last pmo session, on Sunday i will reach Uruk-Hai status. sorry about my swings, Fellowship. it´s just me being me So the Chronicler says goodbye and the Orc presents the travellers of today . Congratulations!!! @Cartographer - Ford of Bruinen / Eriador @Strugglingforyears - Gates of Argonath / Anduin River Feels good to be back with you in full force brave Fellowship. Now that we all together, let´s go destroy that damn pmo ring. Have a great day Companion!!! and an even better weekend easy_peasy Chapter 10 Advantages of Being a Porn User (blank) Chapter 11 The Willpower Method It’s an accepted fact in society that it’s very difficult to stop porn. Books and forums advising you on how to stop usually start off by telling you how difficult it is. The truth is that it’s ridiculously easy. It’s understandable to question that statement, but first just consider it. If your aim is running a mile in four minutes, that’s difficult and you’ll have to undergo years of hard training, and even then possibly being physically incapable. However, all you have to do to stop porn is to not watch it and/or masturbate anymore. Nobody forces you to masturbate (apart from yourself) and unlike food or water, it isn’t needed for survival. So if you want to stop doing it, why should it be difficult? In fact, it isn’t. It’s users who make it difficult for themselves through use of willpower or any method that forces the user to feel like they’re making some sort of sacrifice. Let’s consider these methods. We don’t decide to become users, we merely experiment with porn magazines or websites and because they’re awful (that’s right, awful), apart from our desired clip, we’re convinced that we can stop whenever we want to. At first, we watch those first few clips when we want to and on special occasions. Before we realise it, we’re not only visiting those sites regularly and masturbating when we want to – we’re masturbating to them daily. Porn has become a part of our lives, ensuring we require an internet connection wherever we go. We then believe we’re entitled to love, sex, orgasm and the stress relieving properties of porn. It doesn’t seem to occur to us that the same clip and actors don’t provide us with the same degree of arousal and we begin fighting against the red line to avoid ’bad porn’. In fact, masturbation and internet porn neither improves our sex lives or reduces stress, merely that users believe they can’t enjoy life or handle stress without an orgasm. It usually takes a long time to realise that we’re hooked because we suffer from the illusion that users watch porn because they enjoy it – and not because they need to. When we’re not ‘enjoying’ porn, which we can never do unless novelty, shock or escalation is added, we’re under the illusion we can stop whenever. This is a confidence trap, “I don’t enjoy porn, so I can stop when I want to”. Only that you never seem to ’want’ to stop. It’s usually not until we actually try to stop that we realise a problem exists, the first attempts are generally early – triggered by meeting a partner and noticing they aren’t ’quite enough’ after the initial dates. Another common reason is noticing health effects present in daily life. Regardless of reason, the user always waits for a stressful situation, whether health or sex. As soon as they stop, the little monster begins to get hungry. The user then wants something to pump their dopamine, such as cigarettes, alcohol, or their favourite – internet porn – with their harem only a click away. The porn cache is no longer in the basement, it’s virtual and accessible from anywhere. If their partner is around or they’re with friends, they no longer have access to their virtual harem, making them even more distressed. If the user has come across scientific material or online communities, they’ll be having a tug-of-war in their mind, resisting temptations and feeling deprived. Their way to usually relieve stress is now unavailable, suffering a triple blow. The probable result after this period of torture is compromise – “I’ll cut down” or “I’ve picked the wrong time” or perhaps, “I’ll wait until the stress has gone from my life.” However, once the stress has gone there’s no reason to stop and the user doesn’t decide to quit again until the next stressful time. Of course, there’s never a right time because life for most people becomes more stressful. We leave the protection of our parents, entering the world of setting up home, taking on mortgages, having children and having more responsible jobs. Regardless – the user’s life cannot become less stressful because porn actually causes stress. The quicker the user passes on to the escalation stage, the more distressed they become and the greater the illusion dependency grows."
Day 12 Check-in!! Never giving up! I worth more! You worth more than you know! Let´s go brothers and sisters!
